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| xpiratepunkx (profile) wrote, on 4-10-2004 at 9:29am | |
| Sorry for the lack of updates. I've been feeling like crap lately. I think I have a stocmach virus. But anyway, that's not why I'm writing. Hmm, so, the day after scott told me how he thought I was becoming clingy, neither of us showed up. Our excuses...we woke up late. The next day, Thursday, we showed up. H'es like, "I don't know if I'm ready." and I'm like, okay. So we just sat down and we started talking and I listened to his As I Lay Dying. Then he kissed me and we started talking again. Haha. some girls walked by and I guess they knew Scott. so he was like, this is Jen and she was like, what number is she? i don't know I guess you had to be there. So we talked some more and then kissed again. And then he said I was funny. So I said, why am I funny? And he's like I don't know. So I said, you can't say that I'm funny without there being some reason behind it. He answered my question, but I didn't really understand what he said. I don't know. I think the entire time I was being distant. I was like that because I dind't want him to think I want us to be something more than friends. I dn't know. Boys are so hard to understand. It's like, what do you want?! But yeah. OMG. I was talking to sean and I was like, "yeah, I've been hanging around with Scott too much" and Sean said, "you hang out with Scott?" and I said, "define hangout." then I was like, crap, I almost, sort of, kind of told him something. So I said I was just kidding and that I see him in the halls and I talk to him online and whatever." So yeah, I didn't want to tell Sean that I do 'stuff' with Scott. That would have been really really weird. He probably would want to ask me questions about it and I don't want that. I think we should just stick to talking about music , that's all. On Thrusday, I had talked to Sean for the entire period in Test Prep. We talked aobut random things. Music mostly. He said that his band might play with Motion City Soundtrack. and that would be totally awesome if they did. He said that he was going to send a demo to Victory records so they coudl get signed or soemthing. Then we talked about the car accident that he was in. I told him that I told Scott about it and how Scott was getting all emotional about it and whatever. I was telling scott about it and then I said that i would ask Sean about it in my 2nd period. Then Scott said, "no, don't. I already see him enough..and he's my friend." and I said, "Well, I just wanted to know for my pleasure." and he said, "pleasure? he was in a car accident" so I was like, okay, bad choice of word. And he's like, yeah. It's a very touch subject. and I was thinking to myself...obviously. So I told Sean about what went down and he's like, what?! "That's stuid. Why would Scott want you to talk to me? It was just a car accident. No big deal" And I was like, yeah, I said that I wanted to know for my pleasure, so that I could hear about it, not so that I could hear it...then tell Scott. So Sean and I agreed that Scott can be so immature sometimes and sean was like, yeah, he's somewhat cocky because Scott was going to tryout for Sean's band, but Scott gets carried away when he palys guitar and that his taste is much differnt then from what Sean was looking for. So yeah. Time went by so fast when I was talking to him though. I told him htat I wanted to move my seat in 2nd period. Because the people I sit around have beome really annoying. Like, they're my firends, but htey are just too loud about the things they talk about. Because, yes, I want to hear about what diet you're on and hw you count your fin' calories, but most importantly, I want an fuin' tampon waved in my face. It's like, that's gross...besides, that, math isn't one of my strongest subjects and I really need that class if I want to do well on my SAT/act and the last thing I need is for someone to tell me the answers. I'll never learn how to do it and they definitely won't be there when I'm taking my test. But I probably won't move because I know that they will say something about me moving. I'll just know I'd get some kind of abuse from them either way. So yeah, I'm sort of stuck at the the moment. Oh well, I don't know what to do I guess I'll just go one mroe day and if it continues then I'll move somewhere else. Next to Sean :) | |
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xpiratepunkx | NOTICE!!, 04-12-04 12:37pm So, I hear that it sounds like I have a liking for this Sean kid. Well, the truth is...I don't. I just think he's a cool guy that saves me from the tampon talks and all that mess. A'ight? Okay, glad that's settled. Just thought that I'd let you know. JUST FRIENDS. |