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| H2OforDuo (profile) wrote, on 4-13-2004 at 6:56pm | |
| Subject: Please read this whole post... |
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| Hi. I'm rather depressed today. Dun know why. Just really, really down. Ii just kida...wish.. something. I don't really know what. The world is a cruel place. As I found today at Boulder High, adults are often completely unfair. Damn. I wish I had my sketch pad. It's at Boulder High because one of the adults wanted to put my comic in the school magazine. I hopefully get it back tommorow. ...Hopefully... I don't know why but I seriously just want to go cry, right now. Just run up the stairs to my room and fuggin sob my heart out. Esma started cutting herself yesterday. With a shaving razor. With the handle still on. I'm begining to feel left out. Don't wory, I won't do it. ...Yet... Sometimes, I really do feel like I just want to cut the crap out of my arms, or my legs. Just shred myself to peices. I don't know why. The thought of how fucking bad it would hurt, and how fucking bad it would hurt my family and some of my friends and what it would be like to go back to another fucking mental hospital...That's what keeps me from doing it. I personaly don't care if my friends do it. That's their choice. If it's how thay cope, it's how they cope. Why am I saying all this? I really don't know. ~Caro |
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Jaganshi | 04-13-04 7:54pm It doesn't hurt as badly as you'd think, but it doesn't help a whole lot. The first time I did it it felt really great and new, but in the end the problems were still there whining to be solved.
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H2OforDuo | Re:, 04-13-04 8:02pm Heh.
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Angel_Bob | 04-13-04 9:24pm I'm sort of down too. I think it's going around, like a cold or something.
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H2OforDuo | Re:, 04-14-04 12:13am Thanks.
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