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| cocopuff (profile) wrote, on 4-13-2004 at 9:22pm | |
| Current mood: lonely Music: none... Subject: im teired of being alone |
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| i hate it, im sick and teired of being second best... i don't get y but i guess thats as good as ill ever b.... im sick of being alone and i was hopeing that would change but i guess not, im sick and teired of things not going my way... what did i do to never get nethin i want, i don't everything all the time but i would liek to just once get what i want more thne nehting... im sick and teired of it all.....i hate u!!!... y?y did u even bother if i was only second best... IM SICK AND TEIRED OF BEIGN SECOND BEST!!! y can't i mean nething more then just sex to someone?? is that all im good for? if it is then y do i waste my time falling in love with ppl who could care less about me... i guess i should have learned my lesson a long time ago, thats im nothin to ne one and i never will b... its sad but its reality, and u know what reality sucks... but im sick and teird of hiding my feelings to make everything go away cuz trust me shit never goes away, and it always comes back to hit me in the face... what did i do..... what can i do to b more then 2ed... ill do nething.. but its like u don't even see me nemore..... im still here!!! LOOK AT ME!!! I FUCKIN LOVE U!!!! but i guess thats not enuf for u... Its never eunf and im sick and tried of that too... im soo sick and teired of everything... i don't understand y god loves to see me unhappy cuz believe it or not under all my happyness thats you see is the pain iv felt for years and today and for now on im not goin to hid it cuz it gets me nowhere way to fast....and u know im soo sick and teired of not gettin the love i deserive.. im sick and teired of it all, im sick and teired of being alone, im sick and teired of only being second best... but most of all im sick and teired of loveing you | |
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silentcriez | 04-15-04 10:34pm lizzy i love you with all of my heart and u never can forget that i love you love you love yopu love you and i never wanna loose you ever your my best friend in teh whoole world :-* |