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| brownsugar (profile) wrote, on 4-14-2004 at 10:50pm | |
| Music: clocks- coldplay Subject: when you leats expect it... the pain hits |
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| everyone is different. people change in different ways and people mature in different ways. It's just the way of life, I mean you can't really stop it. I mean, I just look around at how I see everyone just miss sees everything and it all is so foggy to them. I mean it's foggy to me too, I'm not saying I have everything figured ouy either. I'm just realizing as I grow like everyone else. In the end, everyone has their own thoughts and feelings, but in the essence it's all the same. They're standing up for what they were brought up thinking. What's knowledgeable to one person may be the stupidest thing on this earth to someone else. But it's what that sole person thinks is what matters. Half what you do may or may not effect your life later on, but what it does effect is ur heart, your mind and your own self. And that's what truly matters. You have to think for yourself and feel for yourself, otherwise there's nothing. I've been doing a lot of reading lately, none like ever before, and it's so strange seeing everything from different prespectives. I just see so much stuff and it amazes me how these people live. A lot of us are luckier than we think. I mean, one persons misery could be what anothe person is dreaming and desiring for having that kind of life. I don't get why people complain so much, I mean, i understand their sad and miserable and so forth. But be ready to give your life away cuz of a little beng alone or being sad? I mean, there is so much worse sadness, just cuz ur thinking "oh no... someone doesnt understand my feelings.." doesnt mean you shoudl just run away from life without realizing how much your leaving. I mean, how much of a miser a person is they always have tons of people loving them. Anyone who fails to realize that is missing out on life itself and ruinging their own life. What makes an even worse person i find, is someone who finds saddness in seeing someone else happy. OK, maybe ur not as good off as that one person, but that doesnt mean u have to go aroudn treating that person like shit because you see them smile once, or be happy once or enjoy life once. I hate it when people do that. life doesnt end at just a tiny bit of saddness. seriously, i don't think suicide is ever acceptable except for when you feel thats the only way and if you don't comit suicide your gonna die anyways in a few days from an even more painful death. But you see, suicide is just cowardness and running away from the first sight of seeing a little misery and pain. Life is misery and pain, along with hapiness if you can;t survive through the misery and pain then you'll never see the hapiness. And, believe it or not everyone has feelings. no one is that heartness bitch. the greatest thing is to have fun in life and enjoy it along wit hsurviving through the pain in the end without hurting anyone else. I mean the only reason God give you pain is because he's showing how others feel when you give them that pain. He's helpign you mature and showing you that Pain hurts. Being mean hurts. Backstabbing hurts. Ignoring hurts. Treating people like shit hurts. And using people hurts. Don't think what you do won't get back at you. It will in some way or the other. It skeaks up on you when you leats expect it.... and then u learn. |
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| Anonymous | :-0, 04-16-04 9:59pm wow... that a hell of an entry.. i commend u tina!! :)
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| Anonymous | :-0, 04-16-04 9:59pm wow... that a hell of an entry.. i commend u tina!! :)
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HollishDanishM | 04-17-04 7:00pm One word: Bravo |