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mizu87 (profile) wrote,
on 4-15-2004 at 4:28pm
Music: OutKast (CD=Speaker Boxxx)
Subject: Money
well.. had a softball tournment today.. the bus left without me. Turns out that the bus was by the cafeteria and I was in the lobby and no one came to get me and Mrs. B never even bothers to tell me when games are or when practices are or anything. I get my info from Laura.. and now since they left without me.. well .. damnit why couldn't of Laura told me? Got me? Huh? Fuck them all. Just proves you can't trust anyone.. gah..

And to make today even WORSE! Taxes came in and when I got home parents were GONE! Right to the fucking Casino.. mom told my bro that she is gonna take $50 to it but you know it's gonna be more then that. We get like 5,000 something and my bro got 2,000 flat out... yea.. mom said she is opening a savings account for me. She won't let me get a car untill I'm 18 so that's what the account is gonna be for. Only a year and a half from now ^^

... grr... ... oh well.. Maybe we'll get to go to WichitaFalls this weekend.. to HotTopic!!!! YES!! Maybe even go to OKC to visit Drew and Tammy and DJ, Blake, Jeb and little Sammy... .. yea..

... .. .. Goddamnit...
I want to go visit Jon.
He isn't over at his moms. He said he doesn't want to go back there, atleast not yet. He is staying with his ex... .. ah.... damnit... ... ..

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mizu87

I didn't feel like editing so I'll write it here., 04-15-04 10:06pm

The bad thing is .. is.. that I found out that they was by the cafeteria.. I grabbed my bag and ran outside to catch the bus..

... mom is forcing me off the computer...

fuck her... damn fucking dad is agreeing.. I HATE HER! WHY IS SHE ACTING LIKE SHE'S MY GODDAMNED MOTHER ALL OF A SUDDEN! THINKING SHE CAN GROUND ME! BITCH!

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mizu87

Re: I didn't feel like editing so I'll write it here., 04-15-04 10:15pm

No one is noticing my tears.. they started to come because I'm talking to someone I think is important and I didn't want to get off the computer...

.. ... mom is saying if I don't start treating her better she is sending me to reform school.. she said if I don't get the dishes done.. I get no clothes.. here we go with the blackmail with money.. money money money.. that's all she's about... ..

I ran outside to see if I can catch the bus.. it wasn't there so I ran across the street to see if they were at the store that they stop by before each game.. not there either.. that's .. what really got me pissed.. ..

... they are still yelling.. I throw my two since... everynow ant then.. and .. I get yelled at so much more then my brother. I hate it.. I hate him like I hate the dog bailey... my brother.. can fight with her.. my mother.. and... if I dare do something the same.. she yells so much at me.. bitches at me.. ... .. the door is open and mom is yelling that she doesn't want anyone to know our business.. god.. .. ..

... I want to move.. I want to live with Drew.. I swear.. If I ever get to talk to him on the phone again.. I'm gonna ask him to bribe my parents into letting me move out there..

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