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snowflakea4 (profile) wrote,
on 4-15-2004 at 11:21pm
Current mood: crushed
Music: i give, you take- maria and phone w/ nikki
first part of my day was good, i hung out with my friends at my house and burned my first CD it was the band "the used" later i got to the mall and my phone rang so i picked it up.. it was a person, one of my friends who will not be named.. she told me that jake said that everything he did.. when he said he liked me when he kissed me and everything else, was all fake and it was part of a dare. at that point i was crying in the middle of the mall than i went to the park with steph, lisa, meana,simone, sara, therese and ulla and it was bothering me so much i had steph take me home and she went back to the park. i went into my house crying to my mommy than we went to lindas, fed her cat and im allergic to lindas cat... but ok than i went home and made lilo and stich shaped macoroni and cheese, wrapped a blanket around me and thought about how dumb i am for letting him play me and why i didnt listen to anyone. grr so steph came over and i asked her to take me to Mcdonalds and get a happy meal so i did.. my hair was falling out my eyes were red and my face was all blotchy and tearstained omg i looked like a freaking wreck and they forgot my toy!!! so i was mad.. i saw my old friend sarah from middle school.. (i know alot of sara's!) so i talked to her, while i ate my happy meal and i told her about everything and she was giving me advice bc she said it happened to her twice. while she was talking to me, we looked out the window judging how hot guys that passed by the window were lol. than me n steph went hunting for a cd and it was kinda funny bc she was SO hyper guess who ended up driving from the passenger side (me) wow she was just WOW lets say if you thought i was bad.... nikki is reading the list of things that make me mad out loud lol so im listening to her when im upset i always call nikki bc she makes me happy and laugh thanks lol love yas! but yeah.. it may take me a while to get over all this but i can.. in time ok well im gonig to bed bc


NOTHING HURTS WHEN I GO TO SLEEP

unless you dream about it.. but you'll probably forget it in the morning
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Anonymous

04-15-04 11:56pm

heyy!! u DON*T need jake.. hes stupid i guess.. even tho i don*t kno him.. but by everything i have heard and wut hes done to my best friend.. i HATE him.. well dislike him strongly.. and jake if u read this.. u needed to!!.. lol.. its not nice to do that to people... u kno it hurts.. but lisa.. it willbe ok i promise!!.. if u need anything u can always call me!!.. ily
*nikki*


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snowflakea4

Re:, 04-16-04 12:01am

aww omg nikki i wanna give you a hug you are so close and your the bestest friend ever!! i love you!!!! mwaaa i hope to god you come over tomorrow!!

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Anonymous

04-16-04 10:52am

its ok... you need to stay strong lisa i know you can you've done it before through worse things and i dont want you to fall now just keep it all up! love ya

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Anonymous

LICHKA, 04-16-04 10:57am

hey lisa!!! Feel better...real sooon or im gunna come over there and make you feel better (my way)...lol

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Anonymous

Hey sweetie!!, 04-16-04 2:42pm

Lisa i love you!!<3 Jake proves himself to be an asshole after what he did to you. You are beautiful and sweet and could get any guy you wanted! But you don't want jake. If anything i would talk to that shelby chick and tell her what he did to you, tell her to question jake, "could he be playin her like a card?" What he did was not right, though what i did was not right. lisa you are not dumb, you didn't know he was playin you, and if you knew you would have done something about it. just move on, their are many guys out their that are hott, and they won't play you, just keep lookin.love you tons!<3 Sara

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preciouzbabii143

hey lee, 04-16-04 4:29pm

hey babe... listen everything is gonna be fine sooner or later i promise.. u need to learn to be stronger n not let things get to u as much ok hun.... listen hes not worth ur time he jsut a desperate asshole n jerk so forget him ok... i wanna let u know that i am here for u no matter what so u can come to me for ne lil prob that u have ok no matter what.... even if ur pregnant(i hope that won;t happen ne time soon) lol u can still tell me n i will help u thru it ok! love you lotz lee!!

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snowflakea4

04-16-04 7:01pm

thanks.. ill be ok

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Anonymous

Re:, 04-16-04 11:13pm

Hey lisa ... I'm so sorry you seem to keep getting hurt ... (like i seem to be lately) and i hope everything gets better for you soon! and next time please listen to me please please when i adsise strongly you do something because i know you'll get hurt! i love you and i dont want you to be hurt by a stupid un-deserving queer like jake! love you ... ~lauren

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Anonymous

Re: Re:, 04-17-04 7:50am

Lisa last night was so much fun acting like total and complete idiots..we have to go back again sumtime... OMG it was so funny when tim sat on me..except when he made me run my hand threw hiw sweaty hair..ewww.. that was gross!! But i hope you had fun..iI love you(te queiro) <3always,
Sara

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snowflakea4

Re: Re: Re:, 04-17-04 1:08pm

whatever

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