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Angel_Bob (profile) wrote,
on 4-17-2004 at 6:14pm
Music: Switchfoot
Subject: I'll be a beautiful letdown
I woke up early (7) today to go to a biotechnology workshop (at 9) at Grand Rapids Central Catholic High School. Which could have a longer name.

It was pretty fun but I'm really tired. I got maybe 6 hours of sleep. Uck.

I am most definitely going into some field of biotechnology. I'm morally against cloning and stuff like recombinant DNA but forensic biology sounds pretty fun.

I got home at 4 and at 4:30 I went downtown to see Joe. After forgetting where he lives, I hung out with him for less than an hour. Not nearly enough.

He broke his toe. Witness me shake my head at boys.

He smelled really good.

I should get on memorizing my Japanese script sometime this weekend. I have to present on Tuesday and I don't want to have to rush to do it on Monday night. I also have to make "visual aids".

I love that class, I just hate our presentations.

I took this quiz that SuzakaWaterWings (one of the handful of my friends who might be leaving Woohu) made.

Maku
You are Maku. Our big sister and a great cook to
me!! ::Suzaka screams:: ^_^ You are nice,
strong, and orderly. You love Ven with
everything that you are. Don't take shit from
no one.


Which elemental character in my story are you?
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I have nothing else of import to say.

I love you all.

[edit 6:27]
Since people don't like links, here's the poem I linked to last night. I swore in it, sorry. I was a little upset.

Anyway, read or don't read, I don't really mind.

Love you.




A girl doomed to look and never be
Watches life pass her by
She sees the past overlapping the present
And watches as the mistakes she made
Are made by others
She watches
Not participating
As her friends fuck up
Just like she did
Her life plays out in front of her
Over and over
With no adjustments
She watches everything fall
As it did for her
And she prays that it will change
She prays that something will work out for someone
But everything comes up again
She hopes that the past can be amended
And that her friends
Remaking her past with their present
Can mend the wounds time has wrought on her
So she hopes
And so she dreams
And so she prays
As the past becomes the present
As the future is erased
As all is as it was
All mistakes are repeated
And everything comes back
Still she watches
Maybe the second time things will change
Maybe the fourth time they'll change
Maybe the tenth time the choices will be different
Maybe this time she'll be able to move forward
But the future is gone
And the present is nothing
So she sits
Staring into space
Alone but not lonely
Watching
Always hoping
For a better tomorrow
And a different past
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ears

04-17-04 9:36pm

It's good to hope for a better tomorrow but not a different past. It has already happened. Life is base on the choices you make and how act them out.

Love You.

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Aerii

04-17-04 10:26pm

I'm sorry you're tired.

I read the poem last time.
It's very good.

I dont feel good. I'm sorry.

I love you.


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Anonymous

04-17-04 10:55pm

Im glad to hear that your no longer single. Joe is a very lucky guy. I hope you have a long, fun, loving relationship.

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