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painttheskywithstars (profile) wrote,
on 4-17-2004 at 10:17pm
Current mood: Drained
Music: The Rocket Summer - 'Cross My Heart'
Subject: Another day gone and i'm still here waiting.
Worked A LOT today. I'm beginning to wonder if having two jobs is worth it. I mean, it's a lot of work and takes so much out of me. Meh.. i wish money fell from the sky. Why can't it?! Bah. Driving home, i still felt lonely. I know, yeah, whatever, sometimes I have that whole I don't need anyone else frame of mind.. but meh things change, moods change, and now i just feel really alone. I want to be in love again. This kid i used to want sooo bad came into PacSun tonight. He looked so hot and smelled so good. Kind of like a cupcake, but in a cologne good smelling form. Well anyway, he's so hot.. he gave me his number like a month ago, and do you think i called?! Hell no. Way too scared to do that shit. I really like what im listening to. Lindsay and I are gonna go get some dinner, prob at the Alehouse, and tomorrow have the entire day off, that.. is a beautiful, BEAUTIFUL thing.. im goin to the beach ALL day. Heaven, that's what it'll be.
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werealljaded

04-19-04 12:11pm

alehouse rocks, thanks for that pic, it's hot. and we all get lonely sometimes. me, i'm the chick that throws guys out if they mention all that emo shit, but lately i have been wanting it too. it sucks turning emo

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werealljaded

04-19-04 12:12pm

alehouse rocks, thanks for that pic, it's hot. and we all get lonely sometimes. me, i'm the chick that throws guys out if they mention all that emo shit, but lately i have been wanting it too. it sucks turning emo

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werealljaded

04-19-04 12:12pm

alehouse rocks, thanks for that pic, it's hot. and we all get lonely sometimes. me, i'm the chick that throws guys out if they mention all that emo shit, but lately i have been wanting it too. it sucks turning emo

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