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| dmlxoxo (profile) wrote, on 4-18-2004 at 9:43pm | |
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| you know, its funny...how movies can make you think. the other night i saw the weirdest movie, it seriously was one of the weirdest movies ive ever seen. it was sad and depressing, and also disappointing to see how some people actually live. it was about this innocent girl whos life became corrupt because of this new lifestyle she decided to try out. she would steal stuff and smoke and drink and do drugs and have sex and lie and cheat and cut herself and she let her family life go down the tubes. she was in 7th grade. her mother would tell her that she loved her and she would tell her to "fuck off you stupid bitch". that absolutely killed me, but it was 10 times worse when she would say those things because all i could think of is how much it must hurt to open your heart to someone by telling them that you love them, and not having that love returned, i know that the first time i experience that im going to cry. just watching it happen to that mother in the movie made me want to cry. and the worst part of it all is that every time that scenario would happen i would see me and my mom. not like i tell her to fuck off bitch when she says i love you to me, its just that a lot of times when she says it to me, i find myself saying "thanks". it makes me feel horrible now, i mean i cant believe i say "thank you". i cant even imagine how horrible that must make her feel. im not doing that n e more, just because me and my mom dont get along all the time doesnt mean i should be so cruel. uggh god, i need to get my act together. i feel so awful. -danielle |
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wannabeangel | 04-19-04 6:29pm was the movie 13? |
dmlxoxo | Re:, 04-19-04 6:55pm sure was, did u see it? if so, lemme know what u thought of it....xoox-dml |
goobs827 | Re: Re:, 04-19-04 7:02pm yeah i figured it was thirteen-- i really want to see that. My mom said it was sad but a little unrealisitic how quickly she went from being a good girl to a bad girl...glad to see you updating so much! Keep it up! xoxo |
| wannabeangel | Re: Re:, 04-20-04 5:23pm I did see the movie. It was disturbing and it made me think how easy it is to become entangled in such problems. Some parts were hard to watch. I know for a fact that it was extremely overexageterated. But i dont think something like that happening is completely out of the question for a teenage girl. I guess its important to look at your surroundings every once in a while, ya know like step beck and see what your doing
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