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| xpiratepunkx (profile) wrote, on 4-21-2004 at 5:49am | |
| Music: The Cure - Love Song Subject: ...it's just an eyelash in my eye... |
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| I think it's official. Scott and I are no longer friends with benefits...as a matter of fact, I don't think we're friends at all, at this point. He's a confusing boy and I don't even know why I got involved in the first place. The bastard blocked me last night. All I said was, "Fathers lock up y our daughters...Scott's online." Okay, if he blocked me because I said that, then he's messed up. If he knew any better he would know that I wasn't trying to put him down...someone obviously doesn't watch the Simpsons. You know what, screw him and his facking emo attitude! A decent person would at least say, "You know what, I don't think this is working out. This is getting out of hand and we should stop before someone gets hurt, this won't change anything between us. We'll still be friends, like we used to, just minus the benefits." But no, he's deciding to take it like a douche bag. Here's the theory that Victoria came up with. "The whole point of friends with benefits is not to get emotionally attatched, right? Well, maybe he's breaking it off because he feels that he'll get deeper feelings for you." Doubt that's the reason, but it does have it's truth. So yeah,I guess it's bye bye Scott as well as Sean. Yes, I've decided that I am no longer going to associate with the musically gifted, Sean. He's too good of friends with Scott and when I talk to Sean, scott's name pops up at sometime or another. What am I supposed to say, "Um, I don't talk to Scott anymore." I'm sure Sean would want some explanation, one where I'm not vague and things of that sort. So, eventually, I would have to tell him what had been going down. It would be slightly embarassing for me because I'd feel like such a whore. I can just imagine the look of shock on Sean's face. It's a disgrace. But yeah. It's been real fun talking to Sean about bands and music, but it's for the best. It's going to be weird thought when I go to the show on May 7th. It's like, Scott's band...Sean's band. I wanted to show my support and be like, "Wow you're really good." But like I said, it's for the best. I guess I'm already off to a good start by avoiding Sean because I didn't say a word to him in 2nd period. I had my head down most of the time and my hair was over my eyes, so I occasionally peered at the corner of my eye and saw Sean's head turned towards my way like he wanted to say something, but he didn't. Besides, we had to take an SAT Practice test. So yeah, 1 down, 23 days to go, then hopefully everyone will have forgotten about each other. This makes me very apprehensive (vocab word 100 cool points) as to who I go off with. Face it, Scott was just a horny bastard wanting some sort of affection because he missed Diana so much...I acquiesced (gave in...vocab word from last week 200 cool points) and I'm played as a fool. To basically sum it all up...I got served. And soon enough he'll get served (Karma's a biotch!) and then it will be on. I have no idea what i'm talking about, but it sounds great. But yeah, actually now that I think about it, I'd be pulling a Scott...all of a sudden, I'm shunning Sean and not having a reason or letting him know in advance? Actually, you know what? I'm sure Sean could care less if I stopped talking to him. We are just friends by association...hmm, I don't even know if you'd call us friends. Gah! I don't want to disect this brouhaha (vocab word from last year 500 cool points), I'm not in the mood. I'm going to go before I breakdown. I do respect the fact that Scott didn't go off saying that he leaves early so he can make out. I don't know. It's something that should be kept private, but girls talk, so it's different. That's all. Total cool points: (800 + 200 for writing such a weird entry...1000 cool points) |
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