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| sammibaby (profile) wrote, on 4-21-2004 at 4:26pm | |
| Current mood: i have a headache Subject: summary of emotions... |
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| i just want everything to go away. i want to just start the week over. get off on the right foot. have things like they were. but i can't do that, it's impossible. so what i really want to do is just forget EVERYTHING. but that is also impossible for me to do, because once it happens- it's burnt onto my brain. and it wont go away until it's fully resolved. so the final solution to my dilema is to keep talking things through and hopefully it will all work out. and i hope this will happen SOON. i really can't take much more. today i actually asked to be excused from class because i was crying, i have never ever done that before. usually, i can hold it all in and appear to be perfectly normal, but i'm at breaking points. it's finally come to that. and i hate it. i don't want people to know i'm upset. and, i'm sorry but i really can't/don't want to tell you guys what's going on. but i will be fine, just gotta stay strong, and convince myself it will all work out for the better. thank you for your concern though, that meant enough. don't think you have to do anything more. heh. that's basically it. ~sam |
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boricuababy | 04-21-04 5:19pm wow..it sounds like u've got alot to deal wid..and im sorry..i've never ever seen u get like that before..even after all the time we've known each other..i really hope things turn around for you..i kno wha itz like to juss want everything/everyone to go away..i kno you dont really like to talk about things cuz that's juss how u deal..but im here for you if you wanna talk..love you..x0x0 |