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| behindmysmile (profile) wrote, on 4-22-2004 at 9:44pm | |
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| Omfg, i am soo sick of that skool. Everyone says they care jus ohh soo much. But okay heres a perfect example of how much none of my friends care.. Today i was walkin outta 2nd hour, and guess whose standin rite there Kyndra I aint seen her since before spring break. So i was soo happy and excited But i knew it was going to be one of the last times.. that i woudl get to talk, or even see her. Cuz i knew, *cuz sherry told me yesterday* that she was going to be done the week after next week. So 2 weeks away But no guess wat? Today was the LAST FUCKIN DAY i did everything i could to hold bak my tears while i was wif her. She even got me this present, it was a jurnal, and told me to write in it, and to never forget her.. But then i walk out, and go to 3rd hour and i start crying. nobody says a word to me, lunch comes around, im sittin here talkin wif my friends and i start crying nobody says a word to me, and thier lookin rite at me, so i walk into the bathroom, bawl my eyes out the rest of lunch and jus sit there durin 4th hour crying. nobody even noticed i was gone.. I leave for the bus early so i wont have to see anyone, nobody notices, So i come home hoping someone would IM me or call me, or something..but no nobody really wants to talk to me. I dont know wat to do anymore, i have nobody. And im seriously still cryin cuz i didnt knw taht was going to be the last time seeing kyndra!! Wtf!! *I think im gonna get sick* I cant stop crying, I cant talk to anyone, im soo stressed out over this newspaper, and ive been busy every single day this week. And im still busy all weekend. i dont know wat to do Well thats enough complaining for today. Bye.. |
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tiptoeinthedark | * just member: *sings* u've got a friend in me *, 04-23-04 10:15am I would have saw u leave I woulda ran after u n just held ya n let u cry on my shoulder everything is so fucked up I woulda cried with ya babe Im so scared Jilly... but uve helped me Im glad ur here.. n I'm here fo u u can always talk to me.. sorry bout kyndra but u no I am here.. I would neva eva judge u in n e way it will all be okay Jilly, cuz we got ~*>> EaChOtHeR <<*~ I love you baby gurl neva forget it (reply to this) |
emptypromises | 04-24-04 3:29pm hey hunn!!!! im sorry tht those dumb ppl were bein buttheads :'( i was in D.C. or i woulda talked to u :) remember jillims--->put a smile on put a smile on evrybody c'mon put a smile on<---
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