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mle (profile) wrote,
on 4-21-2002 at 11:37am
Current mood: mellow, a tad on the depressed side
Music: bryan adams - please forgive me
Subject: friends

so i officially say "fock tha word, bicth" to my friends. (inside joke - i.e. "fuck the world, bitch")
i realize my problems w/ my friend come from the fact that im extremely selfish/jealous and have a horrible instinct for revenge. so whenever someone is happy and popular and perfect, i want to kill them. anything i can do to make them less perfect (even if the flaw is in my mind), ill do it.
i hate being left out, as most do. but i always am. my friends just straight up dont give a shit. they dont care. they dont like me. im not the "magnetic personality" type, i guess. ive been screwed over my whole life.

people constantly forget about me. so fuck it - now its their turn.
im going to forget them.

mle
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drunkslut

04-21-02 11:43am

wow...

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drunkslut

04-21-02 11:43am

wow...

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mle

Re:, 04-21-02 6:06pm

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