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moana (profile) wrote,
on 4-24-2004 at 12:18pm
Current mood: curious
Music: a perfect circle - rose
Subject: i'm so miserably obsessed with this song
i'm sitting here wondering what life would be like without me. i don't mean what MY life would be like, duh, but what would everyone else be like? what kinda family would there be in my place? would my parents have even gotten a divorce? what would my brother be like? my mother and father, what would they be like? what kind of place would they live in?

what about my friends, what would they be like? what kinds of inside jokes would they be missing without me? would there even be any? would they be happier, or less happy? would they have more fun or less fun? what would they talk about? where would they go hang out? would barney have met andy and concubine? what about AC? would she have met them all or would they have just been casual aquiantances? what would faisal be like? what would zach be like? what would fara7 be like? would they be the same, or have i changed any of them?

what would my teachers be like? my classes? the people that know my surface? what kinds of smiles would there be in school? what kinds of jokes? who would people tell their burdens to if i wasn't there to listen? where would they turn to if i wasn't there to say "it's ok, i've been through worse"?

things to think about, things i'll never know the answer to i suppose.
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cowboy67

good entry, 04-24-04 2:21pm

always question everything.


i love the outro of that song, with the strings. apc is amazing.

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moana

Re: good entry, 04-25-04 3:09am

questioning things hurts my head. but it's ok, it's fun to wonder about things you'll never know the answer to. that way, you're never wrong and i love not being wrong.

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