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something101 (profile) wrote,
on 4-25-2004 at 5:20pm
Current mood: stressed
Music: Runaway -Linkin Park
Subject: I feel as if to explode would be dissapointing
Runaway

Graffiti decorations
Under a sky of dust
A constant wave of tension
On top of broken trust
The lessons that you taught me
I learn were never true
Now I find myself in question
(They point the finger at me again)
Guilty by association
(You point the finger at me again)

I wanna run away
Never say goodbye
I wanna know the truth
Instead of wondering why
I wanna know the answers
No more lies
I wanna shut the door
And open up my mind

Paper bags and angry voices
Under a sky of dust
Another wave of tension
Has more than filled me up
All my talk of taking action
These words were never true
Now I find myself in question
(They point the finger at me again)
Guilty by association
(You point the finger at me again)

I wanna run away
Never say goodbye
I wanna know the truth
Instead of wondering why
I wanna know the answers
No more lies
I wanna shut the door
And open up my mind

I'm gonna run away and never say goodbye
(gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away)
I'm gonna run away and never wonder why
(gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away)
I'm gonna run away and open my mind
(gonna run away/mind gonna run away gonna run away/mind mind gonna run away mind gonna run away/mind gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away/mind)

I wanna run away
Never say goodbye
I wanna know the truth
Instead of wondering why
I wanna know the answers
No more lies
I wanna shut the door
And open up my mind

I wanna run away
and open up my mind
I wanna run away
and open up my mind
I wanna run away
and open up my mind
I wanna run away
and open up my mind

-Linkin Park


It's happening again. I don't know what the fuck is wrong with me. And it's not like I'm ever going to talk to that fuckin shrink. I don't need to. What does she know?!

But all the thoughts come racing ack to me. Everything I'm trying desperatly to forget is right here. That fucking little voice... never shuts up. And the ouija board... Damn that thing. I shouldn't have asked. I don't want to know.

But I do know. I wish i didn't belive in all that shit. No one could know how much i wish it didn't believe. And then there's the dream... I'm so fuckin scared. I have no control.

I need to get out of here. I need to leave. But I'm so scared. Where would I go?

Fuck that little voice. I don't want to, but i can't say no...

Then comes the blood. There's so much blood. I'd give anything to go back to the begining...and never start. Damn that blood, does it ever end?

Wipe it all away, until there is no trace
of my silent scream.
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Anonymous

04-27-04 4:30pm

no, the blood never ends...

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Anonymous

Re:, 05-03-04 6:27pm

actually, the blood does end. you die from blood loss. :)

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Anonymous

Re: Re:, 05-03-04 8:25pm

lol

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Anonymous

Re: Re: Re:, 10-11-04 8:25pm

however said that, you're stupid.

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