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dazed (profile) wrote,
on 4-25-2004 at 5:40pm
Current mood: depressed
Music: Blink 182~I'm Sorry
Subject: You're not the one.
It's been almost three weeks since I updated. There is a lot going on I guess. I don't remember what happened the week of the 10th oh yeah.. It was spring break. Nothin cool happened. I didn't do anything until the 10th. I don't remember what though. The next week my parents were gone. Didn't do anythign then either. Oh.. I had bryan over friday, late night. He was suppose to come over thursday but being as I am number 3 on his list of importance, he decided to go eat tacos with fucking kelly. Anyways... Then Saturday I asked if he wanted to hang out at a party. He asked how long i'd be there and stuff and he was like okay. So, sunday morning rolls around and I call him up.

Me: What'd you end up doin' last night?
Him: Oh, Tiann came over, we jumped on the trampoline and hung out.
Me: That's cool.......not ReAlLy.

Grr.. that pisses me off as well. I mean I know he wants to hang with his friends and stuff. But I asked him previous to these people and he just decides to hang out with them and not even let me know. So here I am a pathetic fucking puppy waiting for it's owner that never shows.

Okay. Done with that now, onto the next week. It was band follies and stuff and I've been feeling really depressed lately. Mainly about the relationship I am in and myself in general. It feels like I'm trying everything I can to get him to see me and it's like he doesn't want to. The whole time during follies he was with kelly.
Then thursday, he called me. We talked for a little bit and then he said he was at the track meet and that if I wanted to talk to him he would have his cell on and with him and to call. Then, the next day he called as well. He talked to me for a little bit and stuff and then he had to go. Yesturday/last night was prom. We spent the whole day together. We went to grand rapids at like 10 and got back at around two. We went to get his vest and then we went to krispy Kreme and got donuts, then to best buy and guitar center. We came back he stayed for about a half an hour then went home to take a shower and stuff. I did the same thing as well. He came and picked me up at 4 and we went out to eat. We get back at 7 and we change into our prom stuff. We get pictures,go to his house and get more pictures and then finally we are off to the dance. It was pretty fun I guess. We left a little early and just drove around, looked at houses.

I went over to rachel's today and we hung out and went to family dollar.
And now I'm home..feeling not like myself.
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dazed

04-25-04 5:55pm

Please note that...

tiann and kelly both hate me and are obsessed with bryan.

Tiann and bryan dated for... over a year and is now the ex-girlfriend and Kelly is his "best friend", but she really does like him, she has for the longest time.

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skife

Re:, 04-29-04 9:46pm

what the hell is a tiann?

sounds like your in a bit of a pickle and that he's a douche

wish i could help kiddo

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dazed

Re: Re:, 04-30-04 3:25pm

Tiann is a sophmore girl who bryan dated for over a year.

I'm not really in a pickle anymore. Things have started to work themselves out.

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skife

Re: Re: Re:, 04-30-04 3:47pm

thats good, that your not in a pickle anymore, pickles smell funny.

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