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| sunsweet (profile) wrote, on 4-26-2004 at 3:47pm | |
| Current mood: worried Music: hotel california |
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| So i stayed home today and relaxed, it was wonderful. I watched a stephen king movie...Christine. it was good, heh im a dork. so now i am upstairs talking to rb, n joe. they both stayed home today as well. im also searchin the web bc i am paranoid. i did it again yesterday. i cant say it wasnt good..but now i just feel bad again. i want to stop but then again i dont. im just so worried, and its not worth it to be so worried. Maybe everyone on here exaggerates the risks, a little maybe? ah, i dont know. but i dont want to do it as much anymore, bc well the more risky it is that way. another thing is..ah i dont know wut to do. its killing me. its like my head is saying one thing and my body another. im just so scared. i had a dream last night...that my best friend did it also, with someone i cant remember, ill think of it though. but i am just so lost right now, i think i just need to figure this out for myself. bc i know the consequences, i know everything...its just a matter of figuring out what i want. i will take a break from this for a while. that will be just fine i think. | |
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