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| melikepeas (profile) wrote, on 4-26-2004 at 10:40pm | |
| Current mood: blah Music: scarling - band aid covers the bullet hole Subject: My friends |
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| Just been sat in the bath contemplating, thinking about stuffs and i got to thinking about my little group of friends. Me, jam, stacie, tom and wife. Its just occured to me that for the first time ever i have these people around me who i feel so comfortable around, can talk to about anything and i completely trust every one of them. Thats so odd, i actualy trust them properly, normaly it takes aaggges for me to trust people. For example, today i took the day off college as i had the dream again and was in the foulest mood ever. Stacie (and mart) came round at lunch to see if i was ok and to cheer me up. And what i was really astounded at was tom, a couple of hours ago i got myself all sad and stuff to do with dreams and family and boys. I dont know how he could tell, but he just said 'youre not ok. whats wrong?' and i was like '... wha?' no one has ever twigged me that fast before. But anyway i told him everything, even the jason stuff (like everything, even the stuff that no one knows and the family stuff) and he said all the right things and made me all better and i asked him not to tell anyone and i actualy trust that he wont. Woah. Emma is the most sensible person i know, stacie is as stong as an ox, i share all the same intrests with jam and tom can read my mind. and theyre all so fun. I love this. this is what i might have to give up. But its for my Damian. GAH, i dont know what to do |
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derrangeddemon666 | 04-27-04 10:13am you wont have to give it all up just the male part of it until i get my head around a few things, its alot to ask as most of your friends are male i know but its all i can do, come and see me sometime this week n i will cook us a meal n we can sit down n talk about stuff......btw we got a big dog now |