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| Selidor (profile) wrote, on 4-27-2004 at 7:37pm | |
| Current mood: depressed |
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| Everything's been a disaster since Sunday. My parents won't let me drop out of fast track, I'm making a complete mess of all my art work and I'm going to fail. I have no idea what media to use for my final piece, and everyone keeps coming up with revolting suggestions on how my piece should be composed, what textures I should use and what media. I just want to do my piece with a watercolour pencil background and the rest with Pantone pens. I can't do that, though, because I haven't got the right Pantone colours, and I have to stay after school tomorrow, so I can't get them. My mother can't get them because I don't trust her to get the right colours. I did something really stupid on Sunday evening; I scratched X's onto my hands until they bled, and then the parents saw. They seemed to be more angry than concerned, of course. But I'm going to do my best without the cutting. My parents haven't seen my arm, so I'm going to leave it alone and let it heal so they don't find out (they're extra-suspicious at the moment.) I regret doing it now, because I have to hide my hands at school so that people other then my close friends don't see. |
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