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| Twitchy (profile) wrote, on 4-27-2004 at 3:53pm | |
| Current mood: blurry ... again Music: the sweet sound of the beep of a new bit of hardware |
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| well I got my wireless up and running again, so I'm back this old things gonna die soon, but I'll end up spending a hell of alot of money on it while it's alive that's beside the point, I've seen this in alot of journals, so I figured I'd bite the bullet and post it i am - here ... now ... what more can I say? i see - what I need to i find - whatever I need to find i want - to help, myself and others i wish - I could help, but I really can do no more than I do i hate - most people, except for a few who know who they are, but I'm not to fond of myself i miss - my own hell, it was a bad place, but one I knew well, and I got uprooted suddenly i fear - emotion, especially love, myself i feel - very little i hear - now, some music, evanescence I think i smell - incense with a slight hint of lizard crap i crave - meaning ... answers, but most of all ... nothing i search - anything I can find i wonder - aimlessly as a cameo i care - about a few people, very much i always - will care, forever i am not - what they all make of me i believe - in randomness, letting the tide carry me as it will i cringe - at the sight of me i dance - if the right person tells me to i sing - like a subwoofer when I'm alone i cry - internally only i do not always - see i succeed - in ways I don't care about i fail - in everything I care about i fight - for others happiness i write - whatever comes out of my hand and head i give - anything I can i won - nothing i lose - anything I hold dear i never - want you to have to cry i confuse - everything and everyone i listen - to very few i can usually be found - in my basement, back yard, internet i hope - for your happiness i expect - nothing i need - you to be happy i think - of others, of you |
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independenttruckergrl | 04-27-04 8:54pm I cried today.
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