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| fadingintoblue (profile) wrote, on 4-27-2004 at 9:27pm | |
| Current mood: ok mostly I think Music: tracy chapman Subject: random things |
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| 1) I'm not going back to Europe with GS. I really really want to, but we can't afford for me to go on the music trip *and* to send me to college that year *and* to send me to Europe. And since I already went on a similar trip, I should be happy I got to go once. I'm upset, but I'll get over it...I think. 2) School sucks. I want out. 3) I haven't been feeling myself lately. 4) The back of my hand is full of pink lines because I was scratching at it with a pencil all day in hopes of keeping my sanity. 5) I think I'm hallucinating me actually having sanity. 6) Stina wasn't in school today. It was sad. I'm kinda worried. 7) I think B is going to go crazy if school doesn't end. 8) I got an A on the last component of the research paper, and the component before that, and on my little paper for the English project. 9) I'm not doing very well on my psych project to stop biting my nails. They're shorter than when I started. 10) Why is socializing normally so difficult for me? I don't even realize how anti-social I am sometimes untill I realize that I never talk to friends on the phone and that I get maybe one email a month from a friend and I only talk to five or so people online. And it's really sad that being imed by a random stranger last night resulted in the most interesting conversation I've had in a while. 11) No one cares. |
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kiwi | 05-02-04 5:40pm *raising hand* I care... though i've figured out that it's really bad for my mental health to care so much about all my friends, but i can't help iy. And i'll always care liz! |