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H2OforDuo (profile) wrote,
on 4-27-2004 at 9:02pm
Subject: well. It would be nice if you read this whole thing.
Kelly came over on Saturday.
It was fun. We had a great time falling off the hammock XD
She stayed the night so she could meet Hunter and the guys.
So we go to RPG on Sunday. I'm fine about Hunter.

Untill the end.

Everybody left but me, Kelly and Hunter. He was standing in the hall looking depressed and staring into space. This shall be written in a play-like format.
Caro: What's wrong?
Hunter: Hmn? *Looks up*
Caro: You seem down...
Hunter: Oh. It's just I have this loan I cant pay off.
Caro: Oh... How bad is it?
Hunter: It's about half way paid.
Caro: Hmn...
*Silence*
Hunter: I'm going down stairs to play vidiogames. You guys can hang up here if you want. *Walks down stairs*
Caro: *Calls mother to see if she can pick up Caro and Kelly, then walks to Kelly, who is standing by the front door.* I'm such a loser.
Kelly: Huh?
Caro *Goes on to explain the it should be easyer to get over hunter and that she is lame* I'm going to go down stairs and talk to him. *Walks to stairs. Tries to go down, but can't. Walks back to Kelly* I cant go down... *Eventually manages to force herself down the stairs.* Hey.
Hunter: Hey.
Caro: What's up?
*Chat's about video games untill mom arives.* Bye..
Hunter: Bye.

I got home and after Kelly left I was sitting with my sister and I cried.

I hate this. It's far too hard. It's not like anything actually HAPPENED between us, right?

And I'm a sickko. I can see myself with his brother too.
The one who I dreamed raped me.

-__-

Anywho, last night I started hallucinating again. Rawar.

And Ana is pissing me off.
Cause I'm not fucking reading her journal, and she is saying she is. I'm not even going to respond to her stupid comments any more. She can just burn in hell. And it's MY JOURNAL I can talk about whatever I damn well please!

So, I'm a bit depressed.

~Caro
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Anonymous

04-28-04 12:48am

BIG HUG. I'm sorry.

If it helps... Stacy made me cry today. Then we had an all school movie fest of Shindler's List... and EVERYONE cried. Even Thomas and Shay. Everyone's crying. Well no... but the first part about Stacy is true.

-hug-

GUESS WHO?


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H2OforDuo

Re:, 04-28-04 6:36pm

Wow. Thomas AND Shay?

*Hug*

~Caro

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