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| brandnew26 (profile) wrote, on 4-27-2004 at 10:05pm | |
| Current mood: in pain Music: yellowcard - only one |
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| so yea, if you've read jack's journal then you have most likely heard about our little bet. i am about 95% sure that jack will win the bet. jack is a great guy and any girl who would go out with him is very very lucky. i guess i've kinda accepted the fact that girls just don't like me and i pretty much have a zero chance of having a relationship. yea, i'm think its kinda bad when you yourself realize that. the thing that puzzles me though, is that if you compare me to some other guys, i'm guess i'm kinda close to them, but they all have girlfriends and here i am single. i'm creative, i'm decently talented at music, i think i have good taste in music and style of other things. from what some people have told me, i'm caring, sweet, nice, sensitive, and what is sad but true, i am willing to do anything for others, even if i don't like that person too much. then i thought of my flaws and problems and that outweighs my good things. i'm short, i'm not very attractive at all, i'm really weird and odd, i tend to complain about a lot of things, i hate myself most of the time and basicly i'm just me and no one really likes that. one bad thing i found, i'm happier when i'm slightly depressed, if that makes any sense. i figure that things can only get worse from here and i accept that. when i'm happy, i tend to wait for things to go bad because they always do... Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you You are my only one I let go, there's just no one, no one like you You are my only, my only one My only one My only one My only one You are my only, my only one i wish... |
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herebutnot | 04-28-04 6:22pm
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| Anonymous | 04-28-04 7:17pm she'll come around, and being depressed will be just another emotion that you once felt. |
justamirage | 04-28-04 8:07pm You're happy when you're sad. There's comfort in consistency. If you're always sad, then technically you're happy, because you're used to being sad. You dont know anything else. You would feel weird if you were actually happy, because you never feel happy. Then you would be sad because you are happy. So in being sad, you are happy.
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hearyoume | 05-06-04 9:44am you like me! you really like me!, and btw i think i will lose lol
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