hey babes, 04-28-04 3:33pm

havnt been writing in my journal cuz I dotn want *ppl* to see it.. COle never called when I went to York.. I got kicked out jillane.. n hada walk to school 2 hours in the rain.. then got pulled over walking by a cop n hada talk to him.. then after school I was going to jades n my dad came to school n starteyelling n I called him an ass hole n fllipped him off infront of everyone at my school.... n then I went to jades n they called the copes n made me go home.. just so they wouldnt get in touble for kicking out a 15 year old.. n I called cole n he didnt wanna talk to me it seemed so I asked him if he didnt n he didnt say n e thing... so I was like fine.. n he hung up.. n kade called him back n yelled at him.. so now he hates me cuz of jade.. n today jade said sumthin really mean to me bout him n it hurt so im not friends wif her.. omg jilly I got nuthing but u n joshie now.. NOTHIN....='( I hate myself.. I wish I was dead... well I love u baby g... n if ne 1 else is reading this.. interestin aint it? sorry to make ay read my troubles =/

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Re: hey babes, 04-30-04 11:37am

Omfg ali jean im soo friggin sorry that is like seriosuly horrible. just thikn we've only got a little more time until we can move in together and not have to wrry about anyone or anything!! I luv you soo much and i miss you and i need tot alk to you and i luv you omg thats horrible IM SORRY!! ='(

You know that your my best friend in the whole world and that i luv you more than anything and that ill always be here for you..i luv you!! Plz never forget that i luv you!!

<33 Jilly

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omg Jilly its all over ='(, 05-02-04 11:09am

k I just wrote this whole thing then my comp shut down so here it is again... everything got ok with me n Cole again.. but I still didnt feel right about prom.. then I got a call from Bri who was there n said he was grnding with that girl.. thats cheating.. n it hurt.. so I texted Zachs cell n told him to tell cole it was over for good n im never coming back... then today zach said he got it.. n zach said that he dun no y im so mad it was just dancing n I was like well thats dirty dancing n thats sexual n u just dont do it if u have a gf/bf u just dont... n he just doesnt get it.. I cried last night.. n today.. but I am vowing not to cry for him.. he dun deserve me n I dont deserve being treated like shit... n its over for good... n I wont cry for him cuz he doesnt get to effect me that much.. after all the times he has broken my heart these past 2 years.. he doesnt get to hurt me n e more Jillane.. never again... n the worst thing is they dont think it was wrong.. I do tho n its over for good.. n its bad cuz he was my everythign.. my whole world n now im left with nothing... but I know nvm..I always have u n ur way better then him n e ways.. i love u so much more Jilly.. ur my best friend n willalways be.. I love u Jillane.. never forget that.. I love u so so much... always

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:-(, 05-04-04 2:36pm

Hey Jilly,... thanx for puttin me in ur journal :-( i feel so unloved i used to be tinkin dat u be lovin me ALOT but den u met "Jay" den u totally be forgettin about me :-( nd it made me sad,.... i dont care wat britt sez "i dont know you" ((dats wat she sez)) but i do nd n0w u have Jay, so u thought "lets forget about Emily,.. now that i have Jay" :-( owk well i guess i'll go since u g0t "Jay n0w" ttyn((never)) bye
p.s. i liked wen we used play around nd u used to talk to me nd wen we were the silliest ppl round'town yah,... it was nice to know that u were gunna be there for me wen britt wasn't but all of a sudden u dissappeared,... nd n0w,.... i'm g0ne,... ((i'll leave it there for u to think about))

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05-04-04 4:30pm

jilly..........:(. i haven't talked to you in forever.
-Jay

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Re:, 05-04-04 7:39pm

y0u guyz r b0th gay ! jillys my best friend =] s0o bak 0ff - em u guyz were never really friendz s0o get 0ver it ! jay .. uhhm i dont really care bout u so ..
jilly - I love you!! did u send the $ for woohu cuz its due soon, if not i can do it jus let me know befor saturday Kk thx xox
love you!! miss you!!

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Re: Re:, 05-05-04 12:04pm

Awwe britty i luv you soo much sweetie, i cant wait till you come up here? When are you coming again? =/ I luv you babes!!

And jay i miss you too!!

ANd then emily..yeah thats not the reason why i quit talkin to you, i havent even talked to jay in like forever..but yeah if thast waht u wanna think then go ahead, but ive been busy so whatever to you too..bye!!

I luv britty

<33 Jillerz

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Re: Re:, 05-05-04 5:07pm

brittany shut the fuck up you stupid bitch! just quit fucking running your mouth cuz no one fucking likes you!!! everyone that you think is your "friend" talks so much shit about you behind your back it's not even funny. oh wait, yeah it is. haha. bye.
-Jay

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Re: Re: Re:, 05-05-04 10:29pm

o yes and everyone loves u jay, haha. i cant wait till i dont have to see u anymore, im gettin so sick of you. and you dont know me anymore jay so you dont know who my friends are. and i really dont know who your talkin bout ..

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Re: Re: Re:, 05-05-04 10:30pm

i love y0u babe- im comin the last day of may =]

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Re: Re: Re: Re:, 05-06-04 11:14am

Awesome..so may 30th..im starting a count down!! =) Thats only 24 DaYz away!! w0ot w0ot!!

ANd you guys need to stop being so mean to eachother and u need to start being best frieds again!! ='( I miss you guys being friends. But oh wells thats your business i guess.

I luvy ou both tons!! =)

<33 Jilly!!

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Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 05-08-04 7:22pm

Jay u talk so much shit its not even funnii dont be talkin shit about brittany,... your just jealous cuz ppl call u "FAT ASS" nd yeah so SHUT THE FUK UP!!!!! AND FUKING GROW UP U FUKING IMMATURE FAT ASS!!!!!
- Emily (( i love you brittany nd jilly))

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Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 05-08-04 9:21pm

WTF..DONT BE TALKING SHIT BOUT MY JAY!!

grrr...i hate to be the rude one..but wat your sayin is fuckin rude emily!!

How would you feel if i jus straight up called you an immature fat ass..jus cuz one of my other friends was mad at you?

whatever..all of you need to seriosuly just get along =( And all of you stop being immature..=/

But i do luv you all. And i hope things are finally settled between the two of you *jay n britt*

I LUV YOU JAY!!

<33 Jilly!!

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Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 05-08-04 9:54pm

WTF!?!? people call you fatass, ugly, annoying, disgusting, fatshit, wannabe whore. jesus christ i can't even go on about how fat and ugly you are. kevin only went out with you because he felt bad for YOUR FAT UGLY ASS! and you pretend to know that sami girl. you just wanted people to feel bad for you when she died. do you know how fucking sick that is! ypeople were mourning her death and you pretended to know her because you wanted people to feel sorry for you! FUC KYOU YOU FAT UGLY POS

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Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 05-08-04 10:16pm

POSER***

-Jay

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