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lynds4090 (profile) wrote,
on 4-28-2004 at 5:39pm
Current mood: drained
Subject: everything there is to be sad bout
hey
today.... had to be the worst day in like a long long time. i was really proud of myself this year not getting depressed and not crying so much in the year. but today i just totally lost it. i havn't cried today... but i know its coming. i was so proud of myself that i didn't cry today.
Mally died... i loved that dog to death... and now shes gone! i never had really had a dog. Mally kinda just took that place. but now shes gone and theres nothing really i can do bout it.
my mom is a bitch. this mornign i just wanted to like punch her! i have like never had so much rage at one time agianst her. like it always gets worse but like i had so much rage in like the first 3 sec. it was nuts. and it was 6 45 in teh morning!
i took the meap today for math. went to math class. and taken a math exam after school. do you know how much math that is? oh i do. i added it up. thats over 4 hours and 30 min. of math!! thats like not healthy at all for you. i hate it! it just makes me dis like math even more.
on a brighter note. Jade and Chris are getting married this weekend :) i'm happy for them. i know they are really young but w/ jade having her baby soon it seems like the right thing to do. i'm excited :)
ohyeah my birthday was mon. lol. i'm 16.... no driving equals no cell..... how much does that suck!!! oh well. not much i can do bout it. ooh and i guess my mom told my dad that my "driving skills" have decreased. wtf?? yeah i was kinda mad ... like why don't you just tell me that!
well i'm out. i got mad homework to do. ttyl bye!!!
linds
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04-28-04 7:39pm

gah. your mom always reminds me of my mom.

are you getting your license soon though? i should be...

hope things get better. dont be sad, be happy.

and math sucks ducks i hate it. heh.

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lynds4090

Re:, 04-28-04 7:55pm

sucks ducks hehe
yeah when ever you write bout your mom i feel ya!
but my license... yeah "me driving" isn't in my vocabulary. lol. hopefully i'll get mine beforei'm 18. lol j/k i want to get it before june lol. we will see. i added up my hours today and i have 25!!! i'm half way there! lol. how depressing is that? lol.
ttyl bye! love ya! oh yeah and i'll need all the luck i can get w/ the sci. meap. lol
linds

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