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| just_peachie (profile) wrote, on 4-28-2004 at 8:14pm | |
| Music: Saturate Me-Mandy Moore Subject: If there is a word in the English language to describe the way I feel right now, I haven't come across it yet |
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| So, I really haven't wrote in this in a while...that should tell you how busy I've been. I'm forewarning you, this is going to be as whiney as it gets. Sorry, but everybody has to do it sometimes. The whole thing with my uncle has turned out to be a very bad thing. I'm the treasurer for the defense fund, which is cool to be able to be involved, but sad b/c of the purpose. I hope we can get through this whole thing. It's put a lot of stress on the family, and I've pretended to be cool the whole time. Honestly, I've been screaming for someone to let me talk to THEM about it. My mom freaked out and went up north last weekend, and left me here, to deal with all this shit myself. Greaaat. Way to be, mom. Then there's the whole me and andrew problem. We're just fine, it's actually our parental units. So we're both grounded right now, and not going to prom. Me more so than him, though. I'm grounded for a month, and during this I'm not allowed to go anywhere or talk on the phone or anything like that. Then for his punishment, he can't see me. That's it. He can hang with his friends 'n stuff. Oh and he got his cell and license taken away. Oh and then tonight I found out that I'm not ungrounded until I get a job. They would do that to me. And I can't express how much it upsets me when my mom is CONSTANTLY pushing all my buttons, and making me feel absolutely horrible. Tellin me "You don't want a job, if you did you would work harder. You don't ever push yourself, so if you won't, I will." BLAH BLAH BLAH. That's bull shit. I seriously, seriously want a job. I would die for one. It's so hard to find one though. Oh well, what can you do. I guess I'll just be grounded for the rest of the school year, and have no car. Fun. The whole thing has put a lot of stress on our relationship. Although, we are determined to stay together, even with the odds against us. His mom does NOT like me, so that kinda poses a problem. My mom wants us to be together, but is really hard on me sometimes. Oh well, I'll keep this updated. Pray for us. ~luvs Amerella~ |
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Tabletop | 04-28-04 9:09pm I had no idea you had so many problems. Poor amy. If you need to talk, I'm here. |
just_peachie | Re:, 04-28-04 10:01pm yeah, not a lot of people do. but it makes me happy to see your softer side. :) luvs ya |