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| silentcriez (profile) wrote, on 4-28-2004 at 10:33pm | |
| The disease of alienation the temptation of love burning to be let in the emotion bursting within me giving in to this pure life of sin your vacant stare encaptures me missusing the soul that you see I cannot see cannot feel cannot love how can this person be me? Im broken but only on the outside there are cracks embroidered in my soul weaving sadness in and out of me my bodies far out of control a dizzy spell brings stars to my eyes like teh stars i once watched with you they twirled and they danced as we watched them so similar except this time im blue let me escape from this death bed this disease filled chateau i am not unhealthy, stand strong wanted and true but as long as i'm crippled in this ward, im each day waiting to let go infections rip at my stomach im praying just to get by you asked if i loved you and i said no, i asure you my words were all lies i'm blinded by poison and novacain cannot feel cannot see a thing the life seeps out from my pale pours dillusions begin setting in im strapped to this hard overused hopital bed alone and confined from the world they think that im dying they say i wont live another day that my eyes will blurr out in swirls dependent on oxygen fake from tubes shooting drugs into my skin i rot as i lie here dying my soul trapped eternally within... |
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whispers-to-a-scream | 04-29-04 1:51pm It may not mean much anymore, but I want you to know that a lot of people love you.
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