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brownsugar (profile) wrote,
on 4-29-2004 at 11:26pm
Music: tired of sex- weezer
Subject: life is harsh. people are harsh. But sometimes all you can do is deal.
u know what i just realized. Life is so friggen strange. It consists of so much of the unexpected and the unrealizable.

Take one person, any one person and you never know this one person one day might end up being an inseperable best friend. Or that person might end up being the person you hate. But they are still that person and that's the thing. People only become enemies and friends due to circumstances and such forth. I mean, It's like one day you can't stand a person and the next you can't live iwthout them. That's why life is so strange and unique. Seriously, it shocks me, how a person's views can be so crazy.

Well, basically I was talking to a few people and I found it so weird, cuz these two people I was talking too were two best friends. And you could tell they were really close. But then as they were talking they said that they had gone to highschool and everything together yet they never once hung out or even had a reasonable conversation. They just had different friends, different groups and different circumstance, and now they're in college and they're best friends.
And, that's why it's so weird, you always have memories of times but the thing is they don't last forever... things happen, views change, the people are the same yet altered but everything's different.
That's why the crazy thing is, friends aren't friends forever. They break your heart, they kill you, they rot your insides... but they still managed to be that person there for you in the past and they WERE you memories. Those memeories that make you laugh forever and ever. Those memories that you could never let go off.
But then you realize, you truly are letting go. Because the person who you shared those memories with let them go. And you couldn't just tag along. They took and shattered everything, they left you alone.

Why are people so harsh? Why do people do things like this?
...because they think for the moment that you're not better, theres something so much better. And suddenly, you're the leftovers and tossed int othe trash. You're that thing that remains helpless... till something comes along that can make you laugh again.
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HollishDanishM

04-30-04 6:34pm

Only you, only you Tian could say "They break your heart, KILL YOU, they rot your insides..." You almost killed me today, Quasimodo!!!! But that's ok, I know you missed Esmeralda. You know I am just kidding, it's too hard to resist. But I am SORRY for giving you a hard time today. LOVE YOU TIAN, YOU ROOOOCK MY SOOOOOCKS.
-M

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