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| 0x-FwAh-Em-ChAn-x0 (profile) wrote, on 4-30-2004 at 10:00pm | |
| Current mood: Sad, pained, scared Subject: Hatred |
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| I don't hate you.. I swear.. But I hate things about you.. Like how you can make me cry so easily.. Like when you tell me you're going to kill me.. And I believe you.. Like when you grab my throat.. And I can't get you off.. Like when I try to.. And I just hurt you worse that you were in the first place.. So I'm lain to blame.. Like how you can call me names so easily.. Like how you can brush me off as a no one.. And 5 seconds later laugh at something I said.. I hate it. Though I feel I should tell you.. I don't do it right.. And say I hate you.. But I don't.. Though I can't take it back without you beginning these events again.. I try to keep up.. I really do.. But I'm far from your species. And I hate it.. I hate to be so disconnected.. And it makes me cry.. And hurt.. And tighten.. And wheeze.. I hate it. I HATE IT! I SWEAR! WHY CAN'T YOU JUST UNDERSTAND?! WHY CAN'T YOU SEE HOW MUCH YOU HURT ME WITH YOUR SMALLEST WORDS?! I hate it! Enough to hate you. ~Emily |
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him | 05-08-04 1:26pm You sound very happy.
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A-Demons-Angel | 05-09-04 9:51pm Is this true?
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