05-03-04 9:09pm

so its bad how our whole group of friends is so opposed to being open with anyone. theres no trust between any of us and its soo superficial. i know it sounds kinda mean and judgemental for me to say, but seriously, after you graduate, will you miss a single person more than once in a while? will you ever call anyone? and right now, when anyone feels sad, they can't call anyone. all they can do is sit by themselves and cry, afraid that anyone they would try to talk to would criticize them. or at least thats how i feel sometimes. and its really sad. but there doesn't appear to be much i can do about it. at least not without putting forth any effort. so oh well. i guess its been fun (but meaningless).

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Re:, 05-03-04 11:11pm

well you know what? basically everyone talks behind other people's back or they go ahead and tell someone else a "secret" once it's been told to them. and you know what lisa? everyone does this. how can there be trust? and what if i don't want to tell anyone?

yes i will miss people. not everyone. but i miss people. a whole hell of a lot. i've cried. i know i'll cry. but we need to move on and i'm sick of people making a huge ass deal out of it.

i don't call people as it is so what difference will it make once people leave? they're not my only friends and even if they were....i need to move on. and so does everyone else...it's just a part of life that we all need to accept whether we like it or not.

and lisa, if you go on saying how i hate you now after this reply...i'll refuse to talk to you because i hate it when people think someone hates them when they're telling them the truth because they're their friends.

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Re:, 05-09-04 10:23pm

Oh my god...shut the fuck up. You know what? I agree with sandathebeach...People do talk...that's why trust is dead.

And superficial? Maybe your relationships are. Maybe you're so far into how shitty your life is and how no one loves you that now all you can think about is how meaningless everything is.

You know what? Things aren't that bad.

And yes, people are crying over people leaving now because it's sad. And I'm sorry. I am. But you're being a cynical bitch right now. Not thinking about anyone else's feelings.

Maybe for other people these relationships mean something. If not for yourself, maybe think about others before you open your mouth.


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Re: Re:, 05-10-04 10:08pm

harshness...but I get where you're coming from anonymous. Sometimes, though people need to cry to get a lot of stress and crap out of their system, but yeah, frequently, a lot of people get out of hand and start turning everything into something negative. Damn, I hate pessimists.

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