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| playachika (profile) wrote, on 5-1-2004 at 8:56am | |
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| Feelin | rejected ] [ Tuned into | i want you to want me ] School kinda sucks... im sick of it. im the "whore of fortmyers" as many people put it. i honestly never knew i could be a ahore... i wish people knew me before they startred shit. my concert was okay... nothing special. my mom complained the whole time when we got home.. i was very sad and angry at the same time because all she did was complain about how she missed the finally of friends and will n grace. so i dunno. me and michael are doin great. i wanna see if he can come over tomorro n then go with me to my softball game. we are playing the devil rays in the tournamnet so i hope we kick some major ass! grr i hate school im soo happy the year is almost over i cant wait to get out of this fuckking hell whole. nicola is a dumb bitch who invited me to go to subway with tme yesturday before the concert and then ditched me on purpose and was looking for derek and i told him the time they told me so he walked up wth me... stupid bitches!!!!!! then michael came and he gave me a ride back to school! i as happy about that! well i gotta go now because we are gettin pizza from CiCis then im going to get my hairs cut! Always Lauren Link 1 Everything|What's wrong? screw bruno [Apr. 27th, 2004|03:44 pm] [ Feelin | frustrated ] [ Tuned into | angel ] SCHOOL SUCKED!!!!!!! im sick of school! im very upset! Amanda Bruno needs to keep her damn mouth shut. She told coach rhodes about greg n alex. and now michaels damn coach even thinks ima slut.! its not fair! why can't people just get over the fact that i dont like them and never will so they need to cut their crap? all i watned todo at the end of the day today was cry. today went soo well until michael told me what amanda did! tiffany was talking to michael last niite and was saying that hes soo dumb for going out with me and blah bnlah blah! i mean he doesnt care. why dont peopl ejust understand that? is it sooo hard for their lil mind to comprehend?! its a good thinki didnt write this in the woohu journal because yeah people get all pissed if i ever say anything about them. even janna! how i said she did good pitching but didnt hit her spots! i think its all a bunch of BS! whatever. i just need to ignore it again. i shoudlnt let it get ot me! ona lighter noote--- i hava concert on thursday.. yes a concert! lol a BAND CONCERT! if i was sitll bFFs with janna ida made fun of her but well... that snot happnin. at least i got sumpfin to do while waiting for 2:30, im awlking michael up to the baseball fields because he hasa game... and i miite go and watch after the dress rehersal tomoror. this concert is gunna be pretty cool in my opinion! i lost the SGA elecions to Tiffany Wu. oh well tho, i really dont mind. im kind of relieved because then id hafta hear the whole.. "vote for me get sex for free" crap that happened when i won earlier this year... i think im done rambling on for now about how pathetic people are! michael said i lokoed really cute! haha this is the first time ive worn my hair up to school since uhhh first quARTTER! lol oh yeah and i think i failed a bio test because i have no idea how to tell whether something hasa ceolom ora psuecoeolom or w/e and how many guts it has.. lol i realyl dont care! k well im done now. ill write later! oh wait again! we won our game last niite! 15*2 haha i pitched! w000! i havnt pitched in 2 months gooo lauren1 and i only walked the last... 3 batters! whose good now?!?!?!? haha well ok im done Love always Lauren I LOVE MY MICHAEL! Link What's wrong? Barbie! [Apr. 26th, 2004|03:38 pm] [ Feelin | peachy! ] [ Tuned into | My love is like whoa! ] i was called BARBIE today! lol.. i wore an all pink outfit. i looked pretty cute! i hope michael liked it. i hava softball game tonight. my team sucks tho. we took 4th!!!! outta 5th place becasue there wasa 3 way tie for 2nd... which kinda blows. and we lost the game i wasnt at so it dropped us to 4th. 0o0o0o well. Life at school is actually sarting to get back to normal. im talking with alot more guys that are on the baseball team! its cool. Me and michael are PERFECT! nothing could ruin us! i love him! i love him soo much. i kno its nothing coming from me... but i truely do love him! today in american gvt- dan davis pretty much called me a slut because he found out about alex n greg! stupid boy! oh well i guess riite? i dunno. im def. not gunna rush iinto anyhting iwth michael cuase i dont wanna ruin it. im likedead asleep riite now! you have no idea! Im happy with life riite now! this barbie thinggy is funny. lol sorry- i kno im going back to old stuf but i still think its funny. Elections took place at school. Now im WAITING to see if i won or not... im scared to find out! lol... i dunno, im kinda doubting ill win. ill be so amazingly happie if i win tho. i wanna throw it all in the dumb bitches faces who talk about me! HEHE its lovely! hmmmmm.. im sleepy. ima go rest before my game! Always Laur Link 2 Everything|What's wrong? Nightmares, [Apr. 25th, 2004|06:38 am] [ Feelin | sleepy ] [ Tuned into | if you want to... i coudl save you... kinda song ] you kno, nightmares are pretty scary. i mean, i just don't know whatt to do anymore. i keep having these aweful dreams and its hard for me to get any sleep. its not even 7 o clock and im away after i stayed on the phn wiht michael until like 1. i dont get it. i just feel like im falling and falling. hence the title of my journal.michael is pulling me out, but the more nightmares i have the worse my mind cant concentrate. i mean i kno ill be fine but im juss scared... ona lighter note, i got friedat the pool yesturday. my face is all sunburnt and it looks good tho. hehe im nice and tan. i think im stll going to the beach but it rained all last night... i looked cute at michaels game but he was ina bad mood andn my parents came early but i didnt care because yeah... he was mean... but i think im done. i gotta headache n im sleep. Laur Link What's wrong? I Feel so...blah [Apr. 24th, 2004|05:20 pm] [ Feelin | exhausted ] [ Tuned into | Dreamin of you tonight ] I don't know what im feeling right now. im feeling a mix of emotions, for no particular reason. it sucks being in love with someone and you can't spend every waking moment with them. Michael is angry that im prolyl gonna go to the beach tomorro... i wish hed like the beach... why do i feel so... BLAH riite now? i went to my grandparnents pool today and got tan... so i dont kno. i did ALOT of thinking...i think a lil too much... im going to michaels game tonight so hopefully seeing him will get me outta the dumps. im out tho.. Always Laur Link What's wrong? [Apr. 24th, 2004|10:35 am] [ Feelin | okay ] [ Tuned into | us against the world ] Well, it another wonderful day in the neighbrhood. my computer is REALLY messed up. i wanna get a new one and so does my mom. im gogin to my grandmas house soon to go to her pool because yeah theresa buncha young guys working on my pool. there puttin the tile and the bricks on. i cant wait till its finished cause theni can have my michael over! hooray! hes always bizy doin hw... i get sick of it but w.e. janna has suppoidly been telling michaels old chikka shit abotu me. the stupid bitch. i cant believe i ever rwanted to be friends with her again. w/e works... just w.e works... my ankle feels sooo i dunno. not riite. its like im sooo fukkn uncomfortable. like last niite. well im done riiteing for now. my attention span is very low riite now . lol Love Always Lauren 1 month on monday!!! Link What's wrong? [Apr. 23rd, 2004|05:28 pm] [ Feelin | bored ] [ Tuned into | Always ] My First Entry!!and im kinda happy to get things back to normal. I needed a diary thing so..."got diary" works! haha... well im trying to find out how to do stuff riite now so i don't know what to write. a ton of thing shave been going on in my mind but michael has been there for me every step of the way, i don't kno what id do without him. me and janna are no longer friends and will neverbe friends... but whtaver works.. im going to figure out how to work this crap! i love yah ~Lauren I LOVE MICHAEL ALOT!! THose are all muh past entries from when i was in my old diary. yupp. i dont care anymore what people say! its there choice! not mine! im raelly bored riight now. michael i think is comin over later. then go to my game with me! i cant wait! he'll actually be able to see me play. riight now he is at a baseball thinggy. i dont kno hat kinda baseball thinggy but alls i kno is its dumb! i still need to pay for this journal. i think i should get on the ball. i have a week left! alrighty then. im done! my doggie keeps on crying! hehe stilly girl! IM GETTING A POOL! its almost done! im happie! they are coloring it i think todya, the deck. its a very nuetral reds and oranges and yellows! and im ina very happy mood riite now so i wanna go n takea shower! yes im dumb since ill get all sweaty n grose later but oh well! i lvoe yah michael! MUAH! Lauren |
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| Anonymous | 05-02-04 3:41am yeah pool part at laurens, I'm bring the food for a cookout :), Maybe this summer I'll finaly come down that way and meet ya,
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| Anonymous | 05-03-04 4:05pm fuck you slut fuck u slut fuck u slut fuck u slit fuck u whore fuck u whore fuck u bitch fuck u bitch fuck u liar fuck u liar fuck u SLUTTTTT |
playachika | Re:, 05-03-04 4:18pm HELL YEAH BABY!!! |