Add Memory | Add To Friends
fadingintoblue (profile) wrote,
on 5-2-2004 at 5:09pm
Current mood: angry
Music: computer hum
Subject: gah
On Friday I go to lunch, only Stina is there. Brie, Preeti, and Barrett all went out together. The only reason I know this is because Brie mentioned it to Stina during gym. She didn't ask her or anything, she just told her. Stina was pissed. These people will tell her that they're going out to lunch and that she's driving without even asking, but they exclude her without a thought. And they excluded me too, which is kinda mean. I found out later it was because Preeti wanted to spend time with just Barrett and Brie. I am a bit ticked off to be excluded. But I'm more pissed off that they excluded Stina. Stina is furious. EVERYONE has been taking advantage of her lately, so this is just a straw to break her back. She can't take SHS anymore. And neither can I. I'm mad at Preeti for being careless, at some certain stupid people, at all the idiots that made elementary and middle school hell for Stina and me, at all the people who blamed Columbine on music and video games instead of on themselves (EDIT: I mention this because Stina and I have been talking about it lately, and how that people are just lucky that a lot of the kids that have anger towards everyone else aren't violent enough to kill their classmates), at all the people who tell Stina she can't do it, at all the people who treat me and her like we're freaks, at everyone who eever thought they could take advantage of of Stina. She doesn't want to eat lunch with these people anymore, and it could sound like overreacting, and maybe it is. But I really wish people would just start treating her (and me) like actual people, instead of people to joke with and then toss away later.
Post A Comment



kiwi

columbine, 05-02-04 5:50pm

I just read a book with a similar theme in it. It so sad that people can't take responsibiltiy for that stuff.

(reply to this)