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| mizu87 (profile) wrote, on 5-3-2004 at 9:42pm | |
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| Ok.. just two seconds ago this happened. My fucking brother went to his room with his food and spilt it on himself in the hallway and it was hot and he was all fucking f-this f-that and cursing and yelled for mom to get him a towel and ran to the bathroom and was yelling at mother that it was her fault because the bottem of the plate was greasy and it was her f-in fault and .. omg.. I hate him! What the fucking hell! Bastard! AHH! My dad is way stressed out and can't stand how my brother talks to my mother, yells at my mother, but he can't do a thing because mother protects him.... fucking bastard... she.. she just ... ahh she says I talk to her just as fucking bad.. .. ASSHOLE! GODDAMN HIM! .. he went to the kitchen to get a towel or something and said it was her fucking fault to just fucking own up to it. .. said that she just ruined his shirt and.. argh bastard.. he said more about it being her fault.. and.. f-in.. eveything.. bastard.. ah..... i wish.. someone would teach him a lesson.. .. something.. something just donged on me.. .. ... jonathin.. is a drug dealer.. (a pretty big one at that) and.. he.. can.. get someone to beat up my brother.. teach him a lesson.. .. .. ... .. ... my mother just asked me what i wanted her to do about my brothers actions... .. i told her slap him.. then she said 'he would probably hit me back' and.. she said 'then him and your father would get into a big fight, do you want that to happen?' ... .. bastard... ... bastard. ... Now... back to how my mood was! I told .. tika about my plan today at school and she said it wouldn't work. So I called Jon just... before I got on here. ^^ at work. I know he stays there late so I knew I would get ahold of him. The line was busy and I knew he was talking on the phone. So.. I kept calling back and got through... ... Yea but anyway.. to get to it.. he was.. saying that .. I could call before school... when he works mornings.. to have someone else call and ask for him (since they know my voice) and then talk to him.... .. he wants me to call wednesday... since he works early. Yea.. he doesn't work with me tomorrow.. .. I work with sonny I guess... .. ::sigh::.. .. I wanted to see jon... .. but anyway to move on... He was also saying that he wanted me to get a ride into cache right then.. (dustin was with him) yea.. I said I couldn't. He said 'isn't that what you teens do? make up excuses' yea.. I couldn't get out this late if I tried ^^' lol unless they talked to their parents xD but anyway... He said.. that if I went into town.. and needed to get ahold of jon.. and the only way would be to call his ex.. was.. to have.. a guy call then had the phone to me.. he said that would be the only way.. .. .. yea.. I said .. ok.. or whatever.. and he said that it was cool that i understood that.. .. dont' want his ex getting jealous.. over a girl callign right? Might kick him out.. .. yea.. . Now to move on.. he said 'oh ok well i should get crusing' and i said 'wait' and he said ok.. like.. just.. an ok.. like.. he didn't mind at all.. yea.. but i said 'bring a dacory friday' (it's when i work with him, and... i know i spelt it wrong) and he's like a bit laughing.. then said 'oh oh oh.. dacories? so do you want me to go to a bar and bring one? or..' and I was just laughing a bit.. all grinning (oh mom walked in while i was talkin to him too.. heh i said i was amanda... .. god I coudlnt' think ofher name either.. jon was cracking up on the other end.. damn loudly too! i was so afraid my mom would hear him!) .. but anyway 'or do you just want me to bring the stuff to make one?' and .. I.. couldn't say no 'yea sure' .. so.. he's like 'yea.. cool... make ya something sweet that you'll like' and i'm like ... all heh'n on the other end.. yea.. grinning like frickin hell man.. yea.. then he's like 'dont' make no plans for afterwards though' and i was .. just.. god.. lol i was still heh'n.. yea.. but i said 'al-alright' was heh'n inbetween lol yea 'nothing strong' heh.. he said sure that he'd make it weak... .. xD GOD I CAN'T WAIT! AND HOW MY BROTHER JUST ACTED JUST ENCOURAGES ME TO ... to.. ... do more.. with jon.. .. .. .. I'm not sure if bethany will give me a ride home.. ... i'll talk to her.. if she can't then.. i'll get stephaney to pick me up.. i hope someone can.. . but .. i can't wait till i see jon again.. Dont' make any plans? .. god... .. .. i'm .. nerverious xD Tomorrow mom is taking us girls into town tomorrow again ^^ ddr! That's all I care about lol.. God I have 7 assignments in math... shit.. i just remembered that iw as gonna brign my math to work tomorrow because jon said he liked math.. i was gonna ask him for help.. .. god.. tomorrow in math we are watchign a movie because we are having our fricking very important test wednesday... joy right? I haven't.. done work in that class since march.. ... 2 months.. fuck.. i'm doomed.. maybe i should.. heh be sick or soemthign ^^' I tired doing my old homework. but.. i'm completely lost.. .. yea.. maybe I shoudln't go in town tomorrow.. but.. i jsut.. can't let the others down.. and.. then i have work.. with no jon.. .. Nn... .. yea.. .. jon... alcohol.. .. .. Mmm haven't had any alcohol in a long time.. .. well.. real alcohol.. .. .. might see jon wednesday after chruch.. if i can find someone to go to cache with.. and if i can get ahold of jon.. but he doesn't want anyoen to know.. .. i dont'.. understand.. god i'm so stupid.. but i .. keep ... walking down the darkened path. .... ... he said.. that.. it was cool i understood... he refers to me as a kid.. i am compaired to him.. ..... but.. .. i dont' know.. i know this is wrong.. he is nice though.. .. i .. hope i can find a friend in him.. ... .. (time to play pac man with mom!) Ja~ |
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Hiei | 05-04-04 10:03pm Neh.. |
mizu87 | 05-04-04 11:29pm .... ... I .. always want your comments, Hiei.
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