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plainmornings (profile) wrote,
on 4-21-2002 at 10:46pm
Current mood: disappointed
Music: Piebald - Long Nights
The guy department has been pretty dry since February. This isn't necessarily a bad thing, I'v actually enjoyed the break. For a while I felt as if I needed a guy, maybe not a guy but someone to just be there for me constantly to catch me when I fell or to just listen. I've basically ruined a very good friendship from all of this, broke the heart of one of my bestfriends and have nothing to show for it. Recently, actually last night I met a guy online Gosh, I can see Jenn shaking her head in disapproval right now! Regardless, it was the first time in a long time that i had met a guy that had completely caught my attention, someone I could honestly see myself with. From what I know, he seemed pretty nice, smart, liked Laser Quest just easy to talk to I guess.. I think its good that he lives far away so that nothing real could come of it because look at the last few internet guys.. they're real winners lol I'm notorious for choosing the wrong guys, the ones w/serious issues soo I think i'm glad that i'v found a friend... someone i don't know anything about yet I can't get too personal with either. This is healthy isn't it? lol sometimes i wonder about myself... ahh crap its 10:52pm and yet I still have to work on evil evil Euro and study 4 a stats test :0( till tomorrow...
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Anonymous

04-27-02 8:03pm

we know how you like to mess up your friends lives over guys

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plainmornings

Re:, 04-28-02 2:54am

actually.. the bestfriend i was referring to is actually a guy, a guy i went out with but yeah. I'm sorry if your life got messed up because Brian decided to cheat on you. All I did was tell you. Kill him, not the messenger.

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Anonymous

04-27-02 8:04pm

we know how you like to mess up your friends lives over guys

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