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something101 (profile) wrote,
on 5-5-2004 at 7:09pm
Current mood: unexplainable :(
Music: Ocean Avenue -Yellowcard
Subject: falling.
Ocean Avenue

There's a place off Ocean Avenue
Where I used to sit and talk with you
We were both 16 and it felt so right
Sleeping all day, staying up all night
Staying up all night

There's a place on the corner of Cherry Street
We would walk on the beach in our bare feet
We were both 18 and it felt so right
Sleeping all day, staying up all night
Staying up all night

If I could find you now things would get better
We could leave this town and run forever
Let your waves crash down on me and take me away

There's a piece of you that's here with me
It's everywhere I go, it's everything I see
When I sleep, I dream and it gets me by
I can make believe that you're here tonight
That you're here tonight

If I could find you now things would get better
We could leave this town and run forever
I know somewhere, somehow we'll be together
Let your waves crash down on me and take me away

I remember the look in your eyes
When I told you that this was goodbye
You were begging me not tonight
Not here, not now
We're looking up at the same night sky
And keep pretending the sun will not rise
Be together for one more night
Somewhere, somehow

If I could find you now things would get better
We could leave this town and run forever
I know somewhere, somehow we'll be together
Let your waves crash down on me and take me away

-Yellowcard

The past couple of days have been Hell. I just can't hold myself together.

I feel like I'm falling. I can't hold on. There's nothing to hold on to. It happened again in math today. Benji saw.

I'm so fuckin scared. I don't know what's happening to me. I need help. But I can't tell anyone. Emily and JJ, you guys know. But that's it. I don't know what to do!

What if everyone hates me? or is afraid of me?

I can't hold on much longer. I really can't. :'( .
It's so fuckin hard.

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I'm seriously blocked right now. I'm in the middle of a poem, and I can't finish it. It started off bad and just got worse, but I can't not end it! Yeah, you don't care, I don't expect you to, but yeah. It's pissing me off.
:(
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Anonymous

07-26-04 7:31pm

omg i love dat song!!

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