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| SeraphimRhapsody (profile) wrote, on 5-6-2004 at 11:49pm | |
| Current mood: exhausted Music: humming of the computer Subject: 10 The Age of Jackson, 1824-1840 The era that saw the emergence of popular politics in the 1820s and the presidency of... |
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| ANDY!!!! I'M FREAKING OUT ABOUT MY JOURNAL NAME NOT BEING ON YOUR SAFETY LIST!!!!!! You should've gotten the letter by now... You better have it by tomorrow....... or I'll have to open up a Paypal account and pay for them that way. Why is it... that guys enjoy working past my boundaries of mistrust, wariness, fear... and then crushing me from the inside? Is he messing with me? I think... Maybe? He seems upset about what he did... but he cannot have been so blind and not understanding about so obvious a thing. Can't be.... How could he not know how much it meant to me? Trust... Is that what just flew out the window? Ya know, I was doing so well today. I was so proud.. because I wasn't upset. And I had dealt with all the battles in my head. And had been pretty much calm and collected. Actually focusing. I go online for EE work and to check on the STATUS OF PAYING FOR MY ACCOUNT and he IMs me. I always enjoy talking with him. But he orchestrated it so well... so planned out. I feel used again. That and crushed. Hurt. Upset. Sad. Alone. What is it with guys and hurting me? |
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DragonSpeaker | 05-08-04 6:06pm Jackson can bite me.
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SeraphimRhapsody | Re:, 05-08-04 6:17pm Forget.. but such pain!
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