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| chuckitatthewall (profile) wrote, on 5-6-2004 at 11:00pm | |
| A lot of shitty stuff has gone on this week. I'm so tired out from all the softball and everything else that happened last week. The day off on Monday barely helped. At school there are a bunch of fucked up assholes that I hate cause they are so mean to everyone and deserve to be beaten severely. Dani is the biggest one. She said that I am one of the ugliest ones in the class. Anna over heard a bunch of the assholes talking about it in spanish and then she told Jessica who told me. WHAT MAKES HER THINK SHES SO GOOD LOOKING?! Just because Tyler says it doesnt mean its true. Her lips are huge. She straightens her hair which only makes it look so ugly and puffy and hideous. DUDE! IF YOU INSIST ON STRAIGHTENING YOUR CURLY HAIR MAKE SURE ITS STRAIGHT! NOT JUST ALL PUFFY! ITS LIKE SHE HAS A HEADFUL OF FUZZYS. UGLY,NASTY BLONDE FUZZYS! Then she has to show off her preppiness and say "Shannon,...ew. Don't do that" or "Ew you beast!" Tyler, who also was talking about me being ugly, had to sit at our table for a few minutes this morning but luckily he moved to a different one. Dani sits at my table..that means I would have been stuck with both of the them. I'm done talking about this. All I can say is that I hope they die. Or get hit in the head with a very large rock. I mentioned Anna up there. That was when she was tollerable. I hate her now. Today during art she was insulting Jen who is one of her only friends at school. She was just trying to fit in with the popular people and stuff by saying that Jen was dumb for trying to get into the same classes as her for highschool. She continued with it when they were agreeing and laughing with her. Why do people do that? Envy will make people do the meanest and stupidest things ever. I feel sort of motherly but I almost want to protect Jen and tell her how bad Anna is. Lately I have been so sad. The past 2 nights I've cried a long time before I fell asleep. On Monday when I stayed home from school I was flipping through the channels and there was a memorial for Pat Tillman. He grew up in the city I live in and he went to school at Leland. I go there on the weekends for softball. So they were talking about all this stuff and it was so depressing. I started to think about how young he was and all he could have done if he had lived..how great he could have been. Then they started describing him and he seemed really great. Almost like everyone would want to know him. There was a picture of him with his head on his wife's lap and they were both dressed in their wedding clothes. Everything that I saw I tried to find how it could be tied into his death and sort of foreshadow. All my thoughts were set to depressing "mode". So when I saw that picture and how his head was on her lap I thought about how if he was dead he would be laying there like that. She would be holding his head in her lap showing her dedication to him even though he was still dead. If I was a painter I would paint it like that. Sometimes I really wish I had the ability to draw. It sucks. I could paint so many things I have in my head. I'm tired. Bye |
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LoupGarou | 05-07-04 1:15am Don't get sad - GET GLAD! Okay, I deserve a smack for that lame one. Anyway, Dani is indeed evil and so is Tyler because they are and theu should be punished! Yahaha! Anna was also being brat. I'd hate to know my friends that I trust talk about me that way. It's terrible and it makes you wonder if you really have friends in this world. Jen is really nice and doesn't deserve that treatment.
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