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| r0ckmywurld (profile) wrote, on 5-9-2004 at 10:16am | |
| Current mood: happy Music: The Receiving End of Sirens Subject: thelifeilove |
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| camping is fun. so isnt being drug free. it makes me stop and question sometimes. i understand being straight edge in a way. like this weekend i worked friday night then me and soch went camping with jeff, and his friends myke and nick. sober camping. and it was fun. then yesturday we got up at like 5 30 got everyone up at 6 30 came to my house went in the hottub had a pancake breakfast and watched a movie/slept. then i brought everyone home and me and soch went to dei's little brothers baseball game. then i brought soch to work and got michelle my wings for prom and my hair looked at. then me, michelle, and sean all took showers at my house (michelle almost killed us by just letting the gas run on my stove) and we picked up soch and went to a NoTrigger, TREOS, Loss for Words, and The Cadence show. on the way we ran out of gas getting off of the masspike and had to push the car through the toll. yeah it never fails to be an interesting time when driving with me. then after a good show with the exception of a wickd shitty PA in which you could hear the vocals at all me and soch went camping with jeff and them again. there were a couple of girls and another guy there when we arrived. they were all really cool. then i had a nice sleep with MY OWN blanket. yeah sharing is deffinately over rated. i question things all the time. i wish i had the answers or even one. drinking and smoking is fun. it doesnt like over come me and be like i want to do it soo badly or all the time. its like anything else to me. going to the beach. going camping. going out. i mean sometimes its just to escape boredom. i dont do it in excess esp not drinking. but i always wonder like what does it really reflect on my personality that i even do it all? i dont need to do it to have a good time. but sometimes its just fun. i dont know. i have these things circling in my head and i cant stop thinking. at the show last night i took alot of pictures. im going to go through them today after i clean and play around with editing them. i would really love to take a photography class. right now i dont have the time or money so i will just fuck around with what im doing. maybe i will try using the real camera that my parents have. i love taking pictures at shows... its a challenge. well this weekend is amazing. my friends are amazing. the new people i meet are amazing. i love my life. and my life must love me to treat me this well. im continuing my life the way it is.. hoping to improve all the time. time gives way to answers so i will take them when they come. things learned: jeff SUCKS at sharing. im an EXPERT some people havent even begun. *stagnancy is my only enemy* |
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| Anonymous | hellzyea, 05-09-04 10:36pm camping is fun and that was the practice run. next time no flashlight on the way thru the woods |