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| silentcriez (profile) wrote, on 5-9-2004 at 11:45am | |
| you said "wouldn't it be a shame if I knew how great I was five minutes before I died i'd be filled with such regret before I took my last breath" and I said "you're willing to tell me this now and you're not going to die any time soon" ----------------------------------- again and again these tears roll on and again and again this song keeps playing loud...again and again these skies turn grey and again and again you pull your hand away...again and again i try my best to hold you again and again i toy with greens and blues.. again and again i watch your reflection in teh sunset and again and again i cry thinking of you... -------------------- i must seem to interesting to you like a monkey in a cage... stared at through the glass through the bars i must seem so new to you like the smell of smooth leather stripped from nature as a luxury to you i must seem to confusing to you like a puzzle missing peices abuptly thrown away in anger when you couldnt figure me out i must seem like a mystery to you try and figure me out and i get angry give up and ill be dead i must seem like an angel to you i hold myself so immortally liek i can never do wrong so we kiss palm to palm and touch to intimately.. i must seem so alive to you as im dying your arms.. whispering secrets which cascade down my lips as we stare off into the stars.... i must seem so interesting... well im really not ----------------------- i cannot have you cannot touch you cannot feel you anymore when im with you i feel naked i feel empty i feel void i feel no need to be anyone special i feel no need to cover up my sins you bandage me like im an open wound im throbbing and bleeding for you you touch me like im rotting fruit once so sweet now so sour.. bleed with your fingerprints leave marks upon my back fore then i will have proof of our encounter have evidence of when you violated me i want you and you know it i need you and you continually push me away bruise me bruise me beat me.. when im with you.. you could slit my open wounds and i would thank you i would kiss you when youve tainted your lips with poison lick you while infested with disease.. this anger shows within my writing hostility rings true and i think of what you give me and its the throbbing my heart i bend over to pick it up off of the ground whipe off the dirt and put it back in kick me down ill get back up shoev me away and i will follow.. this pain is its own bliss in a way.. when im with you i feel naked i feel damaged i feel void i feel no need to lick these open wounds i feel no need to cover up my slits and scars you bandage me like im an open wound im throbbing and bleeding for you... ------------ your words cascade down my cheeks through telephone wires they seep you bleed.. for me... GR I LOST MY POEM IT WAS TEH BEST POEM I HAD EVER WRITTEN AND ITS GONE GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR IM SO ANGRY well i went to teh carnival this weekend.. it was fun then i had to go home before i could see sean.. i was lookign forward to seeign him apparenltly corey got locked up cuz he started a fight while he was on hosue arrest.. and obviously wasnt at home lol i cried again today.. as always... gr.. its mothers day.. HAPPY FUCKING MOTHERS DAY not.... |
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whispers-to-a-scream | 05-09-04 3:15pm Aww honey!
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