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| shiznit05 (profile) wrote, on 5-9-2004 at 6:08pm | |
| oh shitty day...shitty day... the past few days have not been ones that i would like to relive...little things have either made me extremely jealous, extremely annoyed, angry, or frustrated...idk saturday was band...all damn day long, and i hated it all. i slept during the bus rides because there was nothing else to do...no one was being entertaining, and i didnt feel like sitting there and talking about nonsense for 2.5 hours...so i did the only thing i knew would bring me peace...sleep. and i did that a lot. we stopped at some amazing rest stops, got food, played, got a two, chatted with ian amanda and dougy's mommies and dougs daddy...got back on the bus...and slept, got home, and took a 2 hour nap, idk what my deal is got home, nelson was having a bonfire, i didnt want to go...so i went out ot eat with amanda, that was mucho fun, kelly called, we were told to make an appearance at the fire, so we did, for like 5 minutes, and then we left to go to meijer with intentions on not coming back, so we went to maijer, saw G, had fun, and then went to amandas house, chatted with her family, and then went to dougs...i havent spent time with doug in a long time - we need to work on that...but track has seemed to consume me, and when i do have free time im just tired..not wanting to see anyone or do anything lately ive just been wanting people to not be around...its a horrible thing to say, but there are a selected few that i could spend time with every day, but as for the rest..i could go for a break, its like omg, i see you every damn day, and its the same thing every damn day...ugh! i cannot wait until school gets out adam and ian brought up the idea of a throwing camp this summer...it sounds so cool...i really wish i could go to one, but i researched it a bit, and i only found one in ohio, and it was $495...thats a lot, i dont think my parents would be able to afford that :( its a bummer, but i still think it would be amazing i lined up possible dates for a job interview...maybe there will actually be something else to do this summer that different...monotony kills i havent figured out how...but im getting away this summer...ive got a few ideas up in my head...im not ready to divulge them though because they're just in the first stages of planning. some of them are actually do-able...one is fairly far fetched, but its still nice to think about it, its actually really nice to picture a few days without seeing BG, and the people from here, its not meant to sound mean, and i know thats how im coming off...but i guess lately ive been going through severe mood swings, and attitude changes and people are taking notice...i didnt notice until they said something, and i dont think i mind...sure im changing...but i dont know if the change is necessarily bad...idk the final project is coming along...some are doing more than others...im sorta in the middle, i should be doing more, and as soon as this week is over and next week is udner way i should be ok, i plan on helping out jackie a lot in the editing, if she lets me that it...thats her environment, i wouldnt want to intrude next saturday i have a date with the xray machine...im really not excited about it, but im just glad i was able to talk my parents into waiting until after the season, hopefully its nothing serious...i know its something, its just the degree of it thats unknown |
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| Anonymous | 05-10-04 7:09pm Yay for good times at el zarape! We didn't see our friend, but we still had fun. Anywho, I'm glad you decided to talk to your parents about your foot. It was the right decision. Love ya
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