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jburt1 (profile) wrote,
on 5-10-2004 at 8:20pm
So much has been happening lately, and I haven't updated in a while. First of all, my family has been pissing me off completely. I constantly find myself flipping the finger behind my dad's back because of his annoying, pig-like behavior. My mom is so far disillusioned that it makes no sense to reason with her, but I still try to anyways and get even more frustrated that she won't change her thinking. My aunt, whom my mom is in conflict with, is supposedly going around gossiping about my mom, all on assumptions (some of which are false). I'd have to say my mom annoys me the most, though. Someone in the family committed suicide. It was my mom's cousin's daughter. She hung herself. She was only 17. What does my mom do? Call up her cousin, leaving a message asking if she goes to church with her ex-husband!! Then she proceeds to record on the machine "I go to church EVERY sunday, and I recieve communion AND reconillionation AND I go to the novenas." Who cares, mom! Are you trying to prove to someone how much of a "chirstian" you are? Or are you just bragging? It doesn't help that she tries to sugarcoat things. Maybe it's that she doesn't know what's really going on, but she talks to her aunt and to her dad saying stuff like "yeah, we're doing good. Elizabeth is in a dance recital and justin's got a job, and yeah, I pay my credit card off every month, and we're just doing fine." No, mom, we're not doing fine in this shitty hell-whole! I think I posted earlier that I got a job. I don't start that until Wednesday, but already my aunt and uncle are like "you should've taken the job at sears." Sears didn't even offer me a job. I would work at both places, except that it's my first job and I don't know how much I can handle. I'm guessing I can't do 80 hours a week and still stay sane. Okay, now to prom...No offense to the junior student council or anyone involved, but prom kinda sucked this year. Not that it was any better last year. I had more fun at fremont's prom dancing with amanda; at least she didn't walk away from when while we were "dancing." At least I'm glad about who got prom king & queen: Brian and Katie. No one deserved it more than them. In any case, I think the evening proved to me that me and my date are strictly friends and never anything more. Now about girl #2, well I'm not sure what to do there. Sometimes she aggraivates me too, just because we've spent so much time together and things just get old. I don't feel like we're all that compatible anyways, and yet she likes me. Is there anything wrong with just being friends? You know, I feel bad for one of my friends. She's not acting like herself, and it's because of relationship issues. I wish I could comfort her, but I dont know what to say. She's really upset right now. Finally, Emily and I are all set to get our eyebrows pierced on friday. I'm not so sure that I want my eyebrow pierced. I'd rather get my ear done (It's more conservative in my opinion) but I suppose I'll get my eyebrow done anyways. Well, I gotta go take out my cookie bars that I'm making for my lunch table tomorrow. Last day at lunch.
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unbleachedblond

05-10-04 11:49pm

i agree, prom did suck this year.

whos girl #2?

ur gettin ur eyebrow pierced? good for u. i think it'll be cute ;)

as for ur mom sayin that shit on the answering machine, totally inappropriate. im sorry u have to deal with her like htat.

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unbleachedblond

05-10-04 11:54pm

i agree, prom did suck this year.

whos girl #2?

ur gettin ur eyebrow pierced? good for u. i think it'll be cute ;)

as for ur mom sayin that shit on the answering machine, totally inappropriate. im sorry u have to deal with her like htat.

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unbleachedblond

05-10-04 11:57pm

i agree, prom did suck this year.

whos girl #2?

ur gettin ur eyebrow pierced? good for u. i think it'll be cute ;)

as for ur mom sayin that shit on the answering machine, totally inappropriate. im sorry u have to deal with her like htat.

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harris26

05-11-04 7:53pm

Justin you'll look hotter with an eyebrow ring then and earring...I can see it now lol!!!!

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Randomperson

05-17-04 7:31pm

sounds like a pile of shit that I wouldn't want to deal with all at once. I admire you for not buckling under the strain yet

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