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| TaoMan1121 (profile) wrote, on 5-11-2004 at 2:28am | |
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| After watching the entire first season of "Penn & Teller's Bullshit" (for the premium cable-ignorant, it's a show hosted by P&T debunking such things as alien abductions and diet schemes and the like, think Investigative Reports/Dateline on crack... and if you don't know who P&T are, I don't want to associate with you in the first place...) What the hell was I saying... oh yeah, conclusions... I've reaffirmed the fact that there is a difference between having a problem or shortcoming and being ignorant about it, and having one and denying its existence. I'm aware of what areas I'm strong in and in which areas I lack, so now I'm able to be secure in said areas and conversely, not become insecure when my proficiencies in those other areas come under question by others. This kind of ties into a resurgance in my ego. My self-confidence level has always been a rollercoaster ride, peaking and valleying, but rarely finding a quiet norm. I think I'm finding that as of late, while attempting to err on the side of too much rather than too little, simply because, well... I deserve it. I didn't work this hard to be a "joiner," to be average, to follow the rest of the group and die without making my voice heard ("There's nothing worse than being ordinary" M.S. from A.B., so on and so forth). There's just not a lot for me to be seriously worried about at this point in my life, and I think I'm starting to realize that. |
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michellestar | 05-12-04 11:16am I <3 A.B 4E.
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Fanelia | Re:, 05-12-04 4:24pm You're a poet and you didn't know it.
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