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| Mizprettyinpink (profile) wrote, on 5-11-2004 at 5:02pm | |
| Current mood: thinking too much again Music: matchbook romance _ promise Subject: sick of everything |
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| Things i hate: (don't get offended) 1. POSERS! god doesn't it seem like we are surrounded by them! 2. DUMB PEOPLE ... people that i seriously believe have rocks for brains ... im dead serious they sit in class and have no thoughts they are just ditzy dumb asses 3. BEING HURT ... i'm going crazy about this hole thing ... ok it was easter ... that was almost 5 weeks ago and i still cant get over him ... i never thought it aould be this hard 4. UN-EMO-THINK THEY ARE EMO-GIRLS ... all they do is walk around "oh yeah im emo blah blah im a stupid bitch" and then go and hurt people and be selfish about guys they don't even like that way GRRR ... sluts 5. RAP ... A SORRY ATTEMPT to write poetry and it makes it even worse that they write about breaking girls hearts ... bastards lol there's a lot more i hate but im sure you guys don't care to hear it lol i had to do a little venting before i went insane thinking about someone. lately, thinking about going to wisconsin, i miss it there. i miss the way me and dustin and donovan used to be like my big brothers. i miss the way guys repect girls more there. i miss the feeling of knowing everybody in town and feeling at home. i got over missing wisconsin for a while and now i just kinda want to go back again. everything is so much better there and people are nicer. i just wanna be somewhere where people there love everyone. ... i also think i could get over connor easier where im not so stressed. just farther away and forget it completely. i mean i don't want to forget him totaly but it still hurts just as much as it did that one night and i don't know why but it's so hard to get over it. i don't know but something wants to keep me here and it just hurts. on another note ... anna and stephen are going out! so hey it makes her life a bit better n yeah makes me happy to see them happy. i have a song ... dedicated to ... well you guys know who ... but yeah im leaving so i love you all so much seriously everyone who reads this ... your so totaly awsome and god im so glad to have friends like you! you have been there for me forever and especially anna and stephen and audrey and erica and whitney ... you guys have saved me so many times i know you might not think it but you guys mean so much to me you're like my bestest of friends n i know i can always come to you guys. thanks seriously for always being there and for putting up with all of my crap lol. ... i love you!!! -sorry i felt like i needed to tell you guys how much you mean to me and connor ... god theres too much to say lol. maybe one night online ... your so awsome n yeah, i still miss you ... :::OK! WOW i feel like im saying good-bye for some reason::: lol ok here's the song "Hello Houston" _The Starting Line lead on to keep our feelings strong and make me still believe our page is one and the same our ways will separate tonight you say if we were to wait some things just might be changed I say that I dont have the strength to fuel a burning flame speak to me what can I say, we just live too far away that's a shame that love can't make you stay sweet thing I hope that you know I'm wondering where you are You say this could work someday when you and I both know this is the end Leave me the way it has to be excuse my poor excuse tell me that insecurities are what drove me to you and everyday I compare your face from sweet beginnings to your bitter end sweet thing I hope that you know I'm wondering where you are You say this could work someday when you and I both know this is the end Let me let go sweet thing I hope that you know I'm wondering where you are You say this could work someday when you and I both know this is the end |
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| Anonymous | 05-11-04 8:13pm hey there buddy lauren! i loooovvveeee yooouuuu!!!! dude ur so awesome! ur like the bst.. n dont be sad n yeah i rly hate posers too, u know tht hahaha! n i think u just just let out alll ur anger!!!! lol jj but yea il talk to u later bye!
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mizprettyinpink | Re:, 05-13-04 9:04pm hey anna - i love you too! and you're awsome too lol and you are reading this at this very moment because you are sitting next to me! and lately i havent been very sad because of josh lol he's so awsome anyway .... yeah i probably let out like half my anger ... i think the rest was like angry tears...you know how when you are mad and crying your tears fall extremely fast? well yeah that was how it was lol ... ttyn (talk to you now) seeing as you are right here -lauren |
lilqbnchika00 | i <<3 you !!, 05-12-04 8:37pm aww babe im soo sorry .. i kno ur feeling overwhelmed nd crushed w/everything thats goin on .. especially w/Conner but dun worry bout it babe everything will get better even tho you think it never will .. feelings change nd people move on .. but memories always remain :] jus kno that you have tons of friends that love you nd care about you nd wanna see you happy :] especially me ! nd i want u to kno that im always here for you (even tho sometimes i dont show it :/ )whenever u needa talkk or shoulder to cry on !! i LOVE you soo much !!! xoxo Buzz*Erica
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mizprettyinpink | Re: i <<3 you !!, 05-13-04 9:12pm yeah i think things are starting to look up a little but i know i won't get my hopes up again ... for a very long time if ever again lol. i hope the memories remain but i won't allow them to keep hurting me i geuss is what i have to do. you know im always here for you too ... n yeah i know you are my sholder to cry on im yours too thats what friends are for n i love you but i gotta go -lauren |