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| lisalion816 (profile) wrote, on 5-11-2004 at 7:16pm | |
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| Alright. Juile has been pressuring me to write again so i will. :) Tomorrow is my last day of school and its strangely a little depressing. Today was my last day in German and when mrs. stocker was saying her goodbyes to us seniors, i had to hold back a tear. I've had her for four years and i loved that class. Everything is just so strange now. Your expected to just leave and never come back and its weird. For the past 13 years i've been going to school, seeing my friends everyday and now that all too familure routine has vanished. Granted im thrilled to be out of there but, what am i going to do with myself between now and the time that i leave for sweden? Im just so afraid that i wont see any of my friends again and no one will be here when i get back. I feel like such a loser b/c only a hand full of people have signed my yearbook. Adam didn't sign it which kinda sucks but he was taking his exam in class so i didn't want to bug him. Besides, he doesn't know me that well and vice versa. I might get to cram in some extra signatures at Frank's party which im going to with Jess for sure. Im looking forward to it...... So jules, how was 5th today? nice and peacefull? Im going to miss talking to you. Hey guess what? sams ignoring me but i dunno why. shes comming across as cold and annoyed. im lost... so anyway, im lost, confused, and perhaps a little scared. I just have to jump out of my comfort zone since im being forced out of it. Time has gone by so quickly and it amazes me. I can't even imagine how fast it will go by when im 40. Everything is like a blur. Here one minute gone the next it seems like. ....later... |
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| Anonymous | 05-11-04 7:41pm trying to figure out if this will work just for jules sake |
| Anonymous | 05-12-04 6:06pm Okay I hope this works...but yeah I'm glad you wrote in your journal....FINALLY!!!!! I'm sorry I didn't call you after school but my dad said I should be spending more time with my sisters than friends from school. I exsplained the whole senior thing and you leaving for Sweden soon but he, as always, was adament on saying no to me. Then I got lost in conversation with ebba and hilary about how screwed up he is. Hopefully this weekend we can hang out together! I miss you girl! |