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brownsugar (profile) wrote,
on 5-12-2004 at 7:44pm
Subject: let the rain wash away all the troubles
The thunder bangs outside like this surreal thing and it’s as crazy as fuck. Here I am sitting all alone in my house, the thunder is banging like no other, the rain pouring like tigers an elephants… and my electricity is out. It’s dark like that haunted mansion you never wanted to go in. Of Course, thank the lord… my laptop is working. Phew!

Thank the world of electronic devices. My laptop provides me with this to type in… and music that I can just relax too. The music gives me a sense of peace. I just wish I could find a candle to read under and that would make this day perfect.

It’s scary… but I dunno why, I love this weather. It gives me a sense of tranquility and peace… and I love it. One second it’s burning… and the next the rain is falling on you and it’s just… just beautiful.

I sit here with a bag of chips, cuz that’s the only thing I can eat that I don’t need to heat or refrigerated. Absolutely yummy… you start to appreciate things more when you realize there’s less of a choice.

I’m listening to that song “Ocean Avenue” and I wish that it really existed. I mean, I love the way things are, but I wish I could leave this town and just run forever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever….to Ocean Avenue maybe? I just can’t wish to go fly faaaaaaaar away to college. I wish I could go now. I mean, I’d miss Edgemont, but I’m tired of seeing the same faces, who know all your secrets and you know theirs. You walk down the halls and no doubt you’ve seen that person before. It annoys me sometimes. I like different stuff. I like walking around and always seeing someone new. Without all the rumors and the deceiving and the DRAMA!

YAY. I just won a game of solitaire. I feel so special.

An hour later…
The rain’s stopped but my electricity is still gone…
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dough

05-13-04 6:09pm

The way you worded it was so precise that it took me back to that moment yesterday...when it was thundering. I love that weather and I couldnt have said it better . its the most beautiful thing and gives you the best feeling in the world.

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