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| brutisimo (profile) wrote, on 5-12-2004 at 11:58pm | |
| I am sorry about not writing more and calling more, but there has been some major family shit going down. my mother is sooo mad as me and she will not lay off. I apparently go through money like water and made the wrong choie to live off campus and generally suck in everyway possible.I am TRYING and she just doesnt get it, and the worst part is that instead of just yelling and stuff, she crys and yells and makes me feel guilty and terrible. She makes me feel angry too, i have so much anger right now that i am actually CRYING...i HATE crying, but i have no other means of release, so here i am. ARG. I think I will just go to bed. I dont really want to talk, i just want to escape, so i am looking forward to going to d-town and cedar point...WOO...why does caddy have to blow so much?GRRR | |
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Fanelia | 05-13-04 12:30am I <3 you Alicia. It'll be ok. Family can sometimes be frustrating... especially now that you're changing and starting to pull away more. It's always a hard transition to make, and it sucks while it happens, but it won't last forever. Just think about all the cute faces you'll see in a few days! ;-) Keep your chin up girl.
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michellestar | 05-13-04 3:18pm Hey! I'm really excited to see you guys. I'm sorry things are crappy at home. There's not much I can say about it...just that you will get through it, but you already know that I'm sure. I'm sorry you're mom is upset about next year. Hopefully she'll see that you ARE responsible and can deal with money etc. I guess you'll just have to prove it to her. Things won't always be this way. So...yippee for this weekend. ^_^ |