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Butterfly (profile) wrote,
on 5-13-2004 at 12:15am
Current mood: sleepy
Music: Numb - Linkin Park
Subject: These Days
iv had nothing to do like at all lately, so iv been random journaling, and there are quite a few interesting people out there leading quite interesting lifes...wish i were one of them peoples
*sighs*
but no, i stay with my ass on the computer. lots and lots. but i enjoy my computer time. and my reading time. and my alone time. just basically anytime that i can block out the chaos that surrounds me, im happy. unless im pissed off, then im not happy. wow ok now im rambeling...
NOW DO YOU SEE HOW BORED I AM!?!?
anyways i have YET to send off my freaking money for my journal...im just going to go ahead and send kellys off too.
*rolls eyes*
guess he didnt find time to go send it off or something. i dont know whatever. he wouldnt let me because he wanted to so i didnt, but neither did he. screw that. im sending it off...yeah i know i know, i said i would LONG time ago....but i didnt. i dont care. anyways, since my ass is like numb from sitting here im going to go. plus, i didnt do my homework tonight.
i got told to stay after in history. appereantly i have been "showing to much slack in [my] homework lately" well mr.reed can fuck off! good lord, we have ONE god damn week left of school, i can not wait till we get out, but then i dont want to get out at all. like all my friends are leaving me behind in this shitty ass town. so depressing
*sighs*
anyways, justin's leaving. my first love, or at least what i thought was love. i dont know now i have kelly, but justin and i are still really freaking close. like we talk about everything. hes the only one who knows about kelly and actually understands its amazing and so is he. lol he looks like EXACTLY like ashton kutcher. so hot...anyways.
alright im getting yelled at by dad, seeing as how its a few after 11 i can kinda understand. hes been in a bad mood lately anyways. as have mom and ashley and taylor and trevor. psychos the whole lot of them i tell yall.
alright well this was a pretty long update, but yeah
IM ALL ALONE AND BORED
so what do you expect?
~Rach~
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Valoth

05-18-04 10:15pm

there are quite a few interesting people out there leading quite interesting lifes...wish i were one of them peoples
*sighs*
but no, i stay with my ass on the computer. lots and lots. but i enjoy my computer time. and my reading time. and my alone time. just basically anytime that i can block out the chaos that surrounds me, im happy.

SEE! see! thats why im a whackjob and im online all the time too. Just goes to shwo you, ther are other weirdos out there, its just there miles away and you acnt get together...curse you land! what happend to all the neato technology they promised us in the 1930's? lol

But anway, Ifg your close with him and everything Rachel...I dont want to stand in your way. Im way over here, your there, so make the choices you feel you need to. ;) Im sure at some point i wont be way the f**k over here. and again tankies bout the money. lol Ive been like to the boiling point of hurting myself because of stress. but now things have calmed down some.

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