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| tiptoeinthedark (profile) wrote, on 5-13-2004 at 9:07pm | |
| Current mood: accomplished Music: I hate everything about you y do I love you Subject: ~ finally got sum closure.. I hate him!!! |
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everytime we lied awake after every hit we took every feeling that I got but I havnt missed u yet everyroom we kept awake by all the silent screams we made every feeling that I got but I havnt missed u yet only when I start to think about it... I hate EVERYTHING about you... WHY do I LOVE you... the s t r o n g e s t person you see all day ...may be the one... who c r i e s themself to sleep at night iim a str0nq qirL' wh0 keeps mii shyt iin line'even wif tears streamiinq d0wn mii face'i styll manaqe t0 say [( i'm * fiine )] this isn't a perfect world `people do get hurt you smile when you feel like crying you act like your alright- -meanwhile your fallin apart inside _you let it go_you move on_ because there is nothin else you can do *For once I *w i s h* one of my wishes would come [t r u e]..Then maybe my l.i.f.e wouldn't seem so ((b a d.))* some things really are worth waiting for yOu can*t g0 thrOugh life pushing things aside that really matter. there*s g0ing tO be times that are harder than 0thers `& instead Of being naive t0 the fact that they wOn*t change unless y0u change them, yOu push me away - never really facing the matter at all.... ThEy SaY tHeRe iS a ReAsOn, ThEy SaY tHaT TiMe WiLL hEaL, bUt NeiThEr TimE NoR rEaSoN cAn ChAnGe ThE wAy I fEeL. nO oNe KnOwS tHe HeArTaChE ThAt HiDeS bEhiNd My SmiLe, No OnE kNoWs HoW mAnY tiMeS iVe BrOkEn DoWn AnD cRiEd. I wAnT tO tELL u SoMeThiNg So ThErE wOnT bE aNy DoUbT, yOuRe So WoNdErFuL tO tHiNk Of BuT sO hArD tO LiVe WiThOuT- Everytime I try to fly, I fall Without my wings, I feel so small I guess I need you, baby And everytime I see you in my dreams I see your face, it's haunting me I guess I need you, baby I make believe that you are here It's the only way I see clear What have I done you seem to move on easy :'( *.tHeRe R tHiNgZ YoU DoNT WaNT 2 HaPPeN.* *.bUt YoU GoTTa eXCePT iT.* *.tHeRe R tHiNgZ YoU DoNT WaNT 2 KnOw.* *.bUt YoU HaVe 2 LeaRN.* *.& tHeRe R PeOpLe YoU CaNT LiVe WiTHoUt.* *.BuT YoU HaVe To LeT Go.* Why cant I just get over you. Why do these feelings have to be true! Why do I have to care about you.. Why can't I just forget all the cute things you do. I wish these answeres I could see. I wish I could just forget about you like you forgot about me. *.LiKiNg hIm iS hArD tO foRgEt.* *.LoVinG hIm iLL nEvEr rEgReT.* *.LoSinG hiM bRoKe mY hEaRt.* *.SaD tO sAy mY wOrLD fELL aPaRt.* *.I guEsS iTs tImE tO hOLd mY HeaD uP hIGn.* *.BLiNk bAcK tHe tEaRs, AnD sAy gOoDbYe.* I'm convincing myself, yes I'll find some1 new, I won't be alone, & I won't be w/you .. You're waiting 4me,2crawl back to ur side but no..not this time, I'm keeping my pride .. So goodbye 4ever, I'll be on my way, It's gonna take time, but I'll be okay This time it's over, I'm keeping my heart ,I'm gonna be strong & not fall apart .. It'll get better, I'll no longer cry.. In a couple of weeks, I wont want 2 die, I won't want 2 go back, I'll be able 2 sleep, It won't hurt so bad, & it won't feel so deep I'vE lEaRnEd THaT gOoD-bYeS wIlL aLwAyS hUrT, pIcTuReS nEvEr RePlAcE hAvInG bEeN tHeRe, MeMoRiEs... GoOd Or BaD... wIlL aLwAyS bRiNg TeArS, aNd WoRdS cAn NeVeR rEpLaCe FeElInGs! iLL bE sMiLiNg wHen i SeE yOu ThE TeArZ wOnT eVeR sHoW i kNoW iLL aLwAyZ LoVe YOu AnD yEt uLL nEvEr knO T R U E - L O V E I used to believe it existed, but when you've had your heart torn and thrown on the floor, You just don't care anymore Happily ever after. That's how they want you to think it will be but its not. Not at all in reality. The deaths, the tears, the fears, the falls, through it all we still go on. The broken hearts, the cheating friends, so much pain that never ends. The fake smiles that seem to make everything ok, but not for you because you know the pain won't go away. Bright and cheery, but oh so weary, because inside your heart is breaking in two. U'll Never Know How Much Some1 Means 2 U Until That Some1 Is No Longer There In This Weird Way, I Know You'll Miss Me, Not Because I Want To Believe It's True, But Because You'll Never Find A Girl That Will Put Up With U, Like I Did. You'll Never Find A Girl Who Will Care As Much, As I Did. Because No One Will Waste All Their Love On Someone Like You, Like I Did. Beware of the players, they'll steal your heart; and they wont even give it back once its all torn apart. Don't let them suck you into their game; Cause once you lose, your never the same. *EvEn ThO ivE BeEn HuRt i rEmAiN [ s T r O n G ]* mE hAvE rEgReTs? uR dEaD [w r 0 n g] CuZ yOu GoTtA take [c h a n c e s] *uR wHoLe LiFe LoNg* *..Everything happens 4 a reason..* *..The Hard Part Is..* *..Findin out wut the reason is..* : if you can't get someone oFf ur minD . . cHanCes are - tHey aRe suPpOsEd to Be tHere « ` * - I used to smile when I told people you were mine Now I can't even smile and say your name at the same time You don't love me You don't care You don't think about me Whenever I'm not there You don't know that you hurt me With all the things you do But for some strange reason I'm still in love with you SuMtyMz tHiNgS HaPpEn & wE dUn UnDaStAnD wHy sUmTyMz tHiNgS HaPpEn & wE CAnT HeLp BuT CrY BuT wEn YoU FeEL u CaNt PuT uP WiT iT aNy LoNgA -JuSs HoLd OnN- _CuZ BeLieVe Me_ --WuT dOnT KiLL u MaKeZ u StRoNgEr-- Tell him that I don't love him & that I don't need him anymore, tell him that I don't miss him & that I don't want to see him at all, *but* most of all. . [ d o n t ] tell him I said all this with tears in my eyes :'( and that.. there just all lies :'( *I DuNNo WhEtHeR tO* *HaTe HiM fOr WhO hE iZ* * LoVe HiM fOr WhO hE wAs* *oR bE sAd cUz hE cHaNGeD* |
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behindmysmile | 05-14-04 9:53am <33 Jilly <33 (reply to this) |