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playmate101 (profile) wrote,
on 5-14-2004 at 9:36pm
Current mood: crappy
Music: people come for the party, but stay for the cory!
Subject: LALALA
today = nothing. woke up, talked to jonah all day. took a shower, did laundry. got in trouble for breaking the dryer. o well. its old anyways... we were doomed to get another one. haha so now mommy has to get one tomorrow. now, i'm babysitting and i was having a hard time eating my salad. tried stabbing a croton to get on my damn fork, and the chicken flung into my hair. +sigh+ forget that salad.

s0o i was thinking... this whole friend thing. idk none of it works out for me. no calls, no invitations, no nada. its like... i = never part of the girls "group". if i went somewhere, i'd invite u people... altho i don't go anywhere that u people would enjoy. but i'm saying... idk. i just wish i could be thought of. or am i one of those annoying girls of atlantic, but i just don't realize it. cause i think i seem to be. i take the effort to approach people... but they don't approach me. perhaps i am correct. cause i notice... the annoying girls approach people to talk.... but they are never approached. i lie in the same boat, obviously. i just wish someone would have warned me about it earlier.... w/e, i'm done complaining.

talking to pj now... gas money or walk to baseball.... lol

LiLsHorTcaKe2315: MR. PATRICK ZEITZ!
Baseballa4eva17: MRS. BRIANNA EVENSON!
LiLsHorTcaKe2315: ms. briana kristine evenson.
Baseballa4eva17: mr patrick jermaine zeitz
LiLsHorTcaKe2315: jermaine....? interesting.
Baseballa4eva17: u never herd mike call me jermaine
Baseballa4eva17: ?
LiLsHorTcaKe2315: nottttttttt that i recall.
Baseballa4eva17: lol
Baseballa4eva17: my m,iddle name not jermaine
LiLsHorTcaKe2315: ..... then why did u say that?
LiLsHorTcaKe2315: +confused....+
Baseballa4eva17: to have a lil fun wit ya

anyways... danielle g and i are discussing how i feel right now. yeah... i miss these talks. unfortunately i realize i don't have anyone to blab to anymore... cause since her & brittany moved... hell has been my home. it may not seem like it.... but its hard to find a girl to confide in. cause a guy doesn't understand. i know hema, & danielle g have always been there 24/7, whether they pretend to listen to my b.s. or if they really do... but everyone else just gives me a "shrug" or just that look... like... 'why are u telling me this?' s0o i've just not been able to open the can of worms inside of me.... o well.

i'm 0out. hahaha. my throat hurts again. this morning... i woke up without a voice. [stress=losing my voice]
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lifesuxsodanz

05-14-04 11:19pm

i = never part of the girls "group".

welcome to my life...never good enough for girls...and cant rely on your guys for chick flicks and mall excursions....it's life in catch 22

~Jess~

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playmate101

Re:, 05-14-04 11:36pm

yeah i noticed... i can't get anyone to go to the mall with me... cause i'm not close to anyone like danielle, ashley, heather, amy, liz, christina, and all them are.... i'm just... out of that and it frustrates me. there's only so many... o i give up. need to stop complaining again. <3 bri

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spicypsychosis

05-15-04 12:42pm

Maybe ppl think you are too good for them or you give that impression? I dunno?

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Anonymous

Jackie, 05-15-04 4:17pm

excuses u but r u awear that i invite u places ALL the time n u can never go! =P poo head!

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