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silentcriez (profile) wrote,
on 5-14-2004 at 11:17pm
you ask me what love is,
contently waiting for an answer
starring warrily into my lucid brown eyes,
bearing reflections of your own blue radiant beads
you tell me im confusing and kiss me upon my forehead
and return to your state of hostility
you ask me what love is,
like youve never felt it
like youve never seen eyes deeper than these
you ask me what love is,
and i answer unstifilled by your opinions
and i say "for u, for u love is anything."
and before you can question my fair reasoning
i intrude you with the continuance of my definition
"love is the sun, and the birds,
and all of its gems and jeweles,
love is also the browns and the greys,
sadness and pain...
love takes part not for beauty
but for an inperfection it absolutely cant resist..
its never shallow, and touches through taste...
for you, for you love is anything"
can you keep me now?
im hungry for your emotions
ive been starving everyday
you ask me what love is,
like youve never felt it
like youve never seen eyes deeper than these
have you never loved til' now?

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red swirls engulf the sky
as the pain continues to peirce at me
the cold steel is raised to my pale arm
and the slice comes all too easily

this knife slides across the cells
it knows all too well
and i press down as i always do
everything is always the same,
except this time i think of you

and now this blood holds no comfort
no happiness under this veil
containment of inner frality
will this cut continue to swell?

missuse of kitchen untencils
i peirce myself, its teh only way
under clouds of dissillusionment i hurt this mask
this faux temptation, i wither away

swirl me into oblivion
salt these wounds, i like the sting
i hurt whats on the outside
because i hate whats inside of me

strike this match against this interminable path
this white track of silken skin
silver plateaus of infinite life
imortality stays forever within

pour these rivers of blood
rush to the surface with ease
contain me with the prick of a needle
and love me with all that you deem

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emotionless, disstressless, containment
you have me
i stare longingly
into your emerald eyes
sparkling
my hands trace your cheekbones
smooth and creamy is your skin
and skin upon skin
you touch me, kiss me, hold me
sweetly
i look at you, looking at me
you see past my imperfections
and i melt into yours
everything you feel
and each word youve ever spoken
they land blankly upon deaf ears
lightly
fore i need not speak
to express my emotions to you
i need not hear meaningless chatter
i love you voiceless and expressionless
you touch my heart
without touching at all
and for that i give myself to you
under the moonlight i give myself to you
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emmyd

i love you, 05-16-04 7:21pm

your such a amazing writer amanda..i love you so much..

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